This is so different from the novel bro I'm actually scared that they're not gonna do a good job with the next emotional scenes ╥﹏╥ I hope the people who are making the anime or live action actually read the novel and give yjh an actual monologue where he actually expresses his fear of not meeting kdj in another regression or kdj acting the same way. I so wanted to see the scene of lee hyunsung shaking yjh and making a sad face which yjh remembers as the face he made when seeing his own companions die..
Personally as a grooming and rape victim I don't see this as a s/a fetish story, in many psychological forms rape victims tend to rape other people and sometimes their own rapists as it's a form of taking back the control that they lost and a form of regaining what they lost not just control ofc this doesn't mean that every rape victim will feel this way and want to rape people. It depends on the person and how they've healed along with their support system. Sheep mask most likely didn't have one and this was a way he could get back what he lost and get his control back as in his eyes the sergeant might not have raped him, but he did start it. Anywayss thank you for listening to why this isn't a sa fetish story ><