farcille August 27, 2024 3:16 pm

read it in a different language up to ch38 and it only gets worse atp im sticking around just bc im nosy… the mc is a bum but i feel bad for him bc the ml keeps using mc’s sense of guilt to exploit him instead of just confessing his feelings (kinda gives off a tree without roots vibe)

    ABSOLUTELY NOT. August 28, 2024 12:07 am

    Source?

    Cherries August 28, 2024 12:19 am

    please spoil some more what happens ?

    farcille August 28, 2024 12:53 am
    please spoil some more what happens ? Cherries

    uuuh the ml (ml’s underling more like whos following his orders) is the one who kidnaps him and locks him in their childhood house (aka his way of keeping him from being kidnapped by the guy in the recent ch) along the way it becomes clear that the mc is someone important to the family bc even ml’s father defends him from ml’s another underling (he already was in some chapters dunno his name) and simultaneously the dude from the new chapter starts theorizing about the mc thinking he’s probably ml’s brother which made me laugh. the ml’s underling gets pissed that everyone defends the mc bc he thinks hes a bad influence on ml and only brings him unhappiness/ml’s obsession w him burdens him (the ml got hurt when they were young - they were riding a bike and ended up in a dark tunnel where someone stabbed the ml in the stomach and the mc wasn’t able to save him) so he decides to act on his own and barges in that house and beats the mc up to a pulp the mc’s mental state is in shambles so he decides to just jump off the balcony hehdjdhd but the ml suddenly appears and catches him and gets incredibly angry and tries to leave but the mc suddenly develops abandonment issues and clings onto him begging him to stay and shit… total mess bc later on they obviously have sex (dubcon at some point). the whole situation sends me so much bc the mc lost all his personal belongings including his phone there’s no way for him to connect to the outside world plus hes now skipping his uni and no one gaf ab it even the mc himself dhdjdjdjd also it kinda got revealed why the ml is so restless around the mc - his father allowed him to have only one year of freedom before probably taking over the business… i honestly don’t believe the mc will ever develop actual decent feelings for the ml but it seems like he either already started developing them or it’s his sense of guilt acting up (but it’s more like he started tricking himself into being all soft and needy and clingy around the ml) and i really want there to be a second ml just to put the ml in his place dhdjdjd the redemption will be tough if there will be any at all. i feel really bad for the mc because he is a victim through and through but he blames himself for everything now in every situation and it’s an insane development to me bc he had a backbone in s1 but s2 is just mental illness fest

    Erza_1997 August 28, 2024 2:16 am
    uuuh the ml (ml’s underling more like whos following his orders) is the one who kidnaps him and locks him in their childhood house (aka his way of keeping him from being kidnapped by the guy in the recent ch)... farcille

    Omg! What happened to the Underling that beats up the MC. Does the ML just leave him be?

    farcille August 28, 2024 8:29 am
    Omg! What happened to the Underling that beats up the MC. Does the ML just leave him be? Erza_1997

    ml sees mcs beat up face and doesn’t gaf fhfjfj which really surprised me but he didn’t even frown he was more concerned with the mc trying to jump (i think he knows though bc the dude who was keeping watch on the mc called him immediately when the underling appeared) but when they have sex mc becomes a complete mess and somewhere in the middle the ml just slaps his face lmfao later during sex again the mc becomes really clingy and tries to hug the ml but the ml just pushes him away like “don’t touch me”

    Erza_1997 August 28, 2024 4:07 pm
    ml sees mcs beat up face and doesn’t gaf fhfjfj which really surprised me but he didn’t even frown he was more concerned with the mc trying to jump (i think he knows though bc the dude who was keeping watch... farcille

    What the actual fuck! I thought this MC had some balls reading first season. Now it just feels like author is putting up random shits

    farcille August 28, 2024 4:17 pm
    What the actual fuck! I thought this MC had some balls reading first season. Now it just feels like author is putting up random shits Erza_1997

    im ngl disappointed bc their other work is so good and actually deals with the issue of sa but here the mc is being saed like it’s an average day for him and it’s not shown as something revolting just ‘ml expressing his feelings’

    Yomama September 10, 2024 11:05 pm
    Source? ABSOLUTELY NOT.

    In English up to chapter 40 but you need a vpn so no ads pop up https://yaoiscan.com/read/within-my-shadow/chapter-33/

farcille August 26, 2024 10:39 am

i have a feeling that doha is either the creator/admin/mod of the game and he keeps bada there for his own entertainment (maybe they knew eo in real life ? maybe it’s some extraordinary kidnapping move) or he is the original main character (?) and prevents bada from leaving the game so someone could keep him company (maybe bada was originally an npc too but doha unlocked something in him) orrr maybe it’s like reversed dead man’s switch with bada being the switch and doha doesn’t want to leave the game for his own reasons… sometimes i feel dumb for overanalyzing and theorizing about a bl plot bc most of the times all of that gets forgotten in the middle by the authors who decided to just draw porn with some glimpses of plot

    kurarichan_ August 26, 2024 11:16 am

    I think we can overanalyze even the shallowest plots just for the fun of it, but I don't think that will be the case here and I agree with you on Doha being some type of admin.
    I just hope Bada won't suffer tho, I like him (/TДT)/

    farcille August 26, 2024 11:24 am
    I think we can overanalyze even the shallowest plots just for the fun of it, but I don't think that will be the case here and I agree with you on Doha being some type of admin. I just hope Bada won't suffer tho... kurarichan_

    yea tbh s1 was so promising i binged it in one sitting but starting s2 off sex when s1 ended on such an interesting note (the cassettes) is so v cheap move imo bc it doesn’t contribute anything to the plot rn (has it ever though? dhdhdhdh) but i have a feeling doha will try to sabotage bada and we all will suffer lmfao… hope the angst will be angsting though (as long as there’s no sa)

    kurarichan_ August 26, 2024 11:31 am
    yea tbh s1 was so promising i binged it in one sitting but starting s2 off sex when s1 ended on such an interesting note (the cassettes) is so v cheap move imo bc it doesn’t contribute anything to the plot rn... farcille

    I think it can be just an impression, since now you're following the story as it updates that gives the feeling the story isn't progressing as well as before. But I get the author may be building up things again, just like a game resetting

    farcille August 26, 2024 11:33 am
    I think it can be just an impression, since now you're following the story as it updates that gives the feeling the story isn't progressing as well as before. But I get the author may be building up things agai... kurarichan_

    hopefully!! and ngl it wouldve been interesting to see them completely losing the memories and starting all over again

    kurarichan_ August 26, 2024 11:39 am
    hopefully!! and ngl it wouldve been interesting to see them completely losing the memories and starting all over again farcille

    girl please NO (/TДT)/ if that happens I will freak out (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

    farcille August 26, 2024 1:10 pm
    girl please NO (/TДT)/ if that happens I will freak out (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ kurarichan_

    FJHTFJH yeah itd be cruel but i honestly just need doha’s pov at some point like i neeeeed to know what’s inside his head apart from bada’s hole

    kurarichan_ August 26, 2024 1:35 pm
    FJHTFJH yeah itd be cruel but i honestly just need doha’s pov at some point like i neeeeed to know what’s inside his head apart from bada’s hole farcille

    wow, having Doha's pov would be something else! hope the author can hear your thoughts lol

farcille July 7, 2024 7:37 pm

cant help but think how the ml reminds me of sugimoto from golden kamuy

farcille July 6, 2024 9:38 pm

is it based on a novel or an original story?

farcille July 5, 2024 10:58 am

has been on my shelf for a while im so glad i finally read it and now i can’t get enough wish there were more side stories with the main couple im obsessed w their dynamic can someone please recommend stuff with a similar premise like psychological/thriller bls?

    Farscapewho747 July 13, 2024 12:11 am

    Well the author's other work Mad Dog is really good. It also has a pretty much psychotic sene though that one is a gangster who has killed people so a bit more than this one. Let's off the top of my head there is Holding Room, Trigger, Criminal Interview, Red Candy, Wolves Behind Bars. If you want more recs just ask. If I were to pick whichbfrom these you should read first I'd go with Wolves Behind Bars oh that one has another name The Time Between Dog and Wolf if WBB doesn't come up, that one or Holding Room.

    farcille July 13, 2024 2:25 am
    Well the author's other work Mad Dog is really good. It also has a pretty much psychotic sene though that one is a gangster who has killed people so a bit more than this one. Let's off the top of my head there ... Farscapewho747

    mad dog side stories (sa) made me change my mind about reading it does the stuff you mentioned had a sa between the couple? thank you very much!!!

    Farscapewho747 July 13, 2024 3:32 am
    mad dog side stories (sa) made me change my mind about reading it does the stuff you mentioned had a sa between the couple? thank you very much!!! farcille

    Oh sorry about that, OK so Trigger does sort of, the seme has 2 personalities and one assaults the uke but the other is green flag so maybe skip that one. Wolves, Holding, Red, and Criminal do not have sa between the couples. Though in Wolves there is a second person who attempts assault but not the seme.

    farcille July 13, 2024 3:34 am
    Oh sorry about that, OK so Trigger does sort of, the seme has 2 personalities and one assaults the uke but the other is green flag so maybe skip that one. Wolves, Holding, Red, and Criminal do not have sa betwe... Farscapewho747

    the first one reminded me of double trap dhdhdhd thank you very much ill check them out <3

    Farscapewho747 July 15, 2024 12:03 am
    the first one reminded me of double trap dhdhdhd thank you very much ill check them out <3 farcille

    I've heard of double trap but haven't read it and yeah I think Trigger is similar. Anyway I thought of another good one Hyangheon Text. So just so you know there is no sa with the couple but someone else briefly attempts to sa the uke in both a flashback and present day but he gets away both times. and there is another part where someone is thinking about assaulting him.it actually has one of my favorite semes who is gangster green flag, and the uke is smart and resourceful and can read minds as text floating near a person, hence the title. So the uke helps the police with a case, it's really a good one like I reread it once a year.

    farcille July 15, 2024 12:53 am
    I've heard of double trap but haven't read it and yeah I think Trigger is similar. Anyway I thought of another good one Hyangheon Text. So just so you know there is no sa with the couple but someone else briefl... Farscapewho747

    aw thank you very much u r such a helper dhdhhdd ! ive heard about this manhwa but now will probably add it to my tbr i like the art style v much

    farcille July 15, 2024 12:58 am
    I've heard of double trap but haven't read it and yeah I think Trigger is similar. Anyway I thought of another good one Hyangheon Text. So just so you know there is no sa with the couple but someone else briefl... Farscapewho747

    sorry for bothering u like this it’s unrelated to the og question but while we’re at the recs topic do u know any bl where ml is just as good (or close to) as dooshik from pearl boy dhdhdhd

    Farscapewho747 July 15, 2024 11:47 am
    sorry for bothering u like this it’s unrelated to the og question but while we’re at the recs topic do u know any bl where ml is just as good (or close to) as dooshik from pearl boy dhdhdhd farcille

    It's no problem, I have read of bl manga and novels so I like to give recommendations to people of ones I'd think they would like which is why I made the list of completed bl on Vy. Here is the link if you want to post questions it would be easier there. There are over 600 ones and have either current ongoing side stories or soon to be released, and finished all together.
    https://vyvymanga.net/collection/604987

    Farscapewho747 July 15, 2024 11:52 am
    sorry for bothering u like this it’s unrelated to the og question but while we’re at the recs topic do u know any bl where ml is just as good (or close to) as dooshik from pearl boy dhdhdhd farcille

    Oops sorry I just noticed your second post, I mean Hyangheon, Red, and Holding Room have great semes. The others have semes you don't know what's up with them. But I'll try to think of some others when I get the chance. Oh right one more thing, you know that link I sent ypu? Don't read the bl there, keep reading here it has a better format, I just use that other site for the list building

    farcille July 15, 2024 6:34 pm
    Oops sorry I just noticed your second post, I mean Hyangheon, Red, and Holding Room have great semes. The others have semes you don't know what's up with them. But I'll try to think of some others when I get th... Farscapewho747

    THANK YOU VERY MUCH <3333

kazufuyu June 28, 2024 10:51 pm

obsessed with this story honestly can someone please recommend something like this (comedy + supernatural stuff… or just comedy is enough)

    justanerd June 28, 2024 11:00 pm

    You could try "The worst guy in the universe"

    kazufuyu June 28, 2024 11:03 pm
    You could try "The worst guy in the universe" justanerd

    thank you ^__^

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