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I like to be delulu and think we'll get the past story on sir Teri and jaqque, and that the weird creature smutfest will stop and maybe we'll just get a love triangle with purple hair and sir Teri , I keep reading in hopes of normal snippits without the bald men or random tentacles, where the story focuses on sir Teri and jaqque, and possibly purple hair dude.

Butttt I'm pretty sure that's Ultra Delulu Pro MAX of a hope

The story was plotted & paced so perfectly, had me on my toes and aching for more after every chapter.
Finished it in one sitting hoping the end would be as fulfilling as the journey to it but MY GOD- GR*PE .
CAN'T BELIEVE THE SAME AUTHOR WROTE THE SIDE STORY.
I am a big fan of toxic BL and had such high hopes for the s3x scene being passionate and mutually fulfilling, only to be hit by the most lazily written gr*pe scene for THEIR FIRST TIME DOING IT.

R*pe is not sex, I was looking forward to the lovemaking not whatever the fuck this disappointment was.

I love tragic romance genre the most. This is tragic beyond anything I've ever read before.

I felt so sickeningly mad at both of them at different points of the story, but though it IS the consequence of their own actions that digs them deeper into what happened,


I believe if only they didn't meet eachother and fell in love with different people who were more compatible with them, both of them could have had happy endings.

As attached as I grew to both the characters it slowly shows that they're not compatible, not only are their morals and goals and paths different, their love for eachother was so different, the last part is what I struggled with the most.
Because usually in the romance tragedy I've read, despite different goals and morals at times their love (as toxic as it gets) is 'compatible', the fact that for one to be happy the other would have to be miserable because that's just how incompatible their everything is drove me up a wall the entire time.

"If only"s are driving me nuts too. Even tho it's clear they are terrible for eachother in every way possible I tried to search for the silver lining till the very end, blaming the butterfly effect, what if 'XYZ' didn't happen and so he didn't massacre the entire village. Maybe they'd just live peacefully if side characters didn't fuck everything up-
What if this what if that. It's my favourite tragedy. Yet it's so tragic I don't like it.

In the end, it's the exact opposite of how I felt at the start, I when I thought the doctor meeting an injured man at that time were two pieces of the puzzle that perfectly fit eachother, in the long run, they never should have met. They were fire and gasoline.

Same old debt plot but MY GOD- The most beautiful art I have ever laid my crusty undeserving eyes upon.
The art is so unbelievably heavenly it leaves me breathless.
Honestly I am just reading it for how majestic the art is.
Of all that I have read this far never have ever I come across art this perfect. I don't need to just look at it, I need to do injections of this art and devour it.

For once, I was hoping that FOR ONCE, the poor bottom leaves the asshole and finds something healthier.
The way I was celebrating when Yeonwoo threw away that watch after asshole tore up the cheque, I WAS ROOTING FOR HIM (*Tyra Banks crying noises*) THE WHOLE REVENGE PLAN WAS *CHEF'S KISS* but noooooo they had to end it with the rapist asshole, fuck me.