
hihihihi Finally!!! I'm updated hahahaha ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ so happy. i put this on hold because of my last semester in school, i read this a long time ago and I wanted to pick up reading it for the longest time, now I have, this is so sweet my heart cannot take anymore than this haha. now they're (finally!!!!) dating and stuff and I am in loveeeeeeeeeeeeee

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn, that one in the end got me. Like I knew it was coming, but at the same time I also didn't and was still wondering if it will happen or not (if that makes any sense) haha.
Because with guys like Ichimaru, you know you never know how they're going to act to resolve their feelings, it's like a merry go round with them, one second they love you, another second they can't stand you. Especially now that's he's met someone (Izumi) who can actually be tolerant and accept Haruto for all that he is, all his sweetness and weirdness altogether, he feels defeated because he couldn't be like that and now he feels he's in a corner desperately trying to prove to Haruto he's changed.
i wonder how Haruto will react. i hope haruto sets ichimaru straight, and i hope they resolve their differences. i love a happy ending hihi.

omyGod! This new arc is hella exciting!!!!!!!!!!!
I've read Ameiro Paradox a long time ago, one of my firsts actually, then got into the blcd ;) then i was satisfied with what i thought was the last story, (when Kabu got cold to Onoe because he sees he's getting good at doing dirty work) i thought it wrapped up the series pretty well, and I was satisfied with how a simple story was stretched into a right amount of chapters.
Now rereading Ameiro because i want some nostalgia, and then discovering the story has continued has really give me life like you can't believe!!!!
Kabu and Onoe are amazing characters, love them so much, Onoe is still adorable and pure, and Kabu just keeps being charming like look at him so hot, also he's very capable.
I'm loving this current story with the suspicious actor, and I am excited to know what comes next. Bless Author for their work!

"I just feel bad for Siwon"
uhm, me too, 'cause Siwon got himself into this mess and he's not even finding a way out magowd!!!

If you were Siwon what would you do then?? if That bastard lu xuanrun had your life into his hands and no way out ._. you would do the same ohh.. And also Siwon didint get himself into this mess ◠‿◠ its all that bastards fault and almost Jinhas fault for falling for that bastard i dont hate him though and the reason he got into that bastards trap is because he wanted to know what was with Jinha... please reread the previous chapters when that bastard came along and you can understand before you even rage and leave every villian comes in a story so go along with it okay?? heh do you also know how DIFFICULT it is to write and also draw beautiful art..? and the fact that AUTHOR SAN HASNT WROTE OTHER STORIES YOU DUMBASSES

we're not discounting the effort that dear author has put in their story, where we're coming from is that we just don't like what Siwon has become. I mean we get it, for two people who spend a lot of time together (Jinha and Siwon) you'd think that Jinha would tell Siwon that this new guy is evil so they would know what's going on, but we understand that the reason Jinha kept mum about this is because Lu Xuan might do something bad to Siwon (and by Jinha's thinking, he thought you can do whatever you want to me Lu Xuan, but don't do anything to Siwon).
Siwon on the other hand has been very uncooperative. He pushed Kang Jun away. If I were him, I would've trusted baby Kang Jun and believed in his ability to keep me safe (from bullying and other problems) rather than seeing him as the bad guy (when clearly, it's that asshole Lu Xuan Run who's the bad guyyyy) He lets Jinha go, lets time to pass by without doing anything, and then when an opportunity arises where he as to make, or not make, a choice, Siwon goes ahead and goes along with Lu Xuan Run's tired little gameee. i mean why would you still trust someone who's done this evil thing to you just because he says he can tell him something about Jinha? Why don't you just hear what Jinha has to say from Jinha himself???? <oh wait, Siwon pushed him away :(((( we forgot>

i mean, we appreciate the scene Siwon has with Donghyun, when he's asking himself 'if he loves Jinha, what other people think shouldn't matter anymore right?'. That shows us that Siwon is thinking for himself. but when Jinha asks Siwon for the second time (first time in Siwon's apartment) if he can handle loving him, Siwon just keeps quiet, and then when Jinha leaves, Siwon just cries right after. I don't like what Siwon's character has become. Even when Lu Xuan was kissing him outside his apartment, he pushes him and just falls on his butt suddenly and is teary-eyed, he's turned into this clumsy person. I mean I get why dear author wants to portray Siwon this way, it might be because he wants us to have a cutesy, adorable character, but I want to see a strong character who makes good decisions and stands up for himself. In these recent chapters, if Siwon is not crying, he is sitting around, thinking, both, OR, trusting the enemy. ( ̄へ ̄)
Siwon was a better character before all of this Lu Xuan nonsense. He was more assertive and in control, remember that time when he decided to go to this bar where Jinha was flirting with this other guy. that took guts.
And when he was trying his best to prevent this horrible dream he had from happening (where Jinha dies), that's Siwon doing something for himself and for the sake of another person who he loves. this is the Siwon we love.
omgggg :(((((( im really invested in this because the art and how characters are portrayed is cutesy and all, but the subject material is dark and that keeps me glued to this. Second, the story itself is interesting, and truly, i will keep reading this because i want to find out if shindo will save poor little toshio or if something else happens.
is it a happy ending or a bleak, miserable ending? i am sticking around to find out (=・ω・=)