AWinterWonderLand January 12, 2024 9:30 am

It's like fucking your dad. Nasty. Old creeper.

Assaulting him and turning him into an omega-lile alpha. Just disgusting..... submitting him to his pheromones, and turning him without his knowledge, and consent. Just purely disgusting.

Ch. 2

    アイリス January 30, 2024 3:48 am

    Dont read it then!?

    AWinterWonderLand January 30, 2024 3:56 am
    Dont read it then!? アイリス

    I stopped reading it. Got a problem?

    アイリス January 30, 2024 4:06 am

    Then good! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    AWinterWonderLand January 30, 2024 4:59 am

    I could only stomach it a little.

    I wrote: ch.2

    Cra2ycat8077 February 25, 2024 9:01 am

    Yeah it was really weird. I mean, the whole thing about them being destinated since Oscar was a child was not managed properly so it looked like pedophilia which was pretty uncomfortable to read ngl

AWinterWonderLand January 8, 2024 8:22 pm

It's true the agreement sucks. But at the same time, it's HIGH time he gets married. And being bonded means he can ONLY spend his ruts w/his bonded mate. I wasn't wrong. He had been celibate for FIVE years. Who knows HOW many ruts he's had to go thru without his mate. And he's a HYPER DOMINANT ALPHA. He's known about SiYeon for awhile and THUS about Noah having been his mate this whole time but didn't come to bother Noah by knocking on his door. So Noah had plenty of time being on his own. The translation/original wording is incorrect. It's HIGH mortality rate. Not LOW. Hence the risk. Well, I'm glad he didn't do it, cuz how else is the baby gonna be taken cared of. On a funny side note, if you're dirt poor I guess you would be STUCK TO YOUR UNWANTED MATE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!!

    AWinterWonderLand January 8, 2024 8:32 pm

    Also, haha. That SLAP to the FACE was on DoYoon's right side, so it should have been Noah's LEFT hand ...

    looni January 8, 2024 8:36 pm

    Unless the eng translation is incorrect, I don't think he was celibate. Rather he just couldn't have s*x during his rut because only his mate could help relieve him then.

    Kou January 8, 2024 8:40 pm
    Also, haha. That SLAP to the FACE was on DoYoon's right side, so it should have been Noah's LEFT hand ... AWinterWonderLand

    Omg I just realize this

    AWinterWonderLand January 8, 2024 9:51 pm
    Unless the eng translation is incorrect, I don't think he was celibate. Rather he just couldn't have s*x during his rut because only his mate could help relieve him then. looni

    I suppose so. But he has always gone thru his rut alone, it had seemed. Such as when Noah had gone to see him in the past you see him going through his rut alone, and or with the help of the inhibitors. So that could go either way, since in the past before mating, he's never (?) used an omega to have sex before. But did the bond make it worse?!? All he has said so far is that the bond has stabilized his ruts...

    looni January 9, 2024 1:48 am
    I suppose so. But he has always gone thru his rut alone, it had seemed. Such as when Noah had gone to see him in the past you see him going through his rut alone, and or with the help of the inhibitors. So that... AWinterWonderLand

    I think it's obvious that the seme does not like being controlled by his alpha instincts. He understands that only an omega can satiate his alpha traits during rut which is why he refuses to seek out one for it. A beta would not be able to satisfy him at all during it, so there's no point in sleeping with one during his rut. Also brings me to the points of why he preferred* betas (not that he's never slept with an omega), because they are not affected by his pheromones. Yes he only said he didn't sleep with anyone during his ruts, repeatedly, not that he wasn't sleeping around OUTSIDE of his rut. Probably with a few betas here and there, as again they aren't affected by their second sxx trait. Just enough to get by until he finds his mate.

    AWinterWonderLand January 9, 2024 2:03 am
    I think it's obvious that the seme does not like being controlled by his alpha instincts. He understands that only an omega can satiate his alpha traits during rut which is why he refuses to seek out one for it... looni

    Oh. No. I got all of that. It was written in my previous posts and in my other responses.

    I just meant why does he care to have sex with Noah now?!?

    I don't know if he has ever slept with omegas in the past (hence the question mark). I only know he prefers betas. But due to the fact he doesn't want to be controlled by his alpha nature, and the fact he could get mate bonded and to get an omega pregnant as well, he has avoided them. He doesn't interact with omegas both sexually and socially.

    looni January 9, 2024 2:17 am
    Oh. No. I got all of that. It was written in my previous posts and in my other responses. I just meant why does he care to have sex with Noah now?!? I don't know if he has ever slept with omegas in the past (he... AWinterWonderLand

    Well, evidently he was making plans to make sure Noah would stay with him after he found out he was his mate. Contract and all. There's also nothing atm that confirms he never interacted with omegas, on a platonic or s*xual nature. He just stated in the past that he liked that Noah was a beta and there was nothing wrong with being one. He also just won't sleep with anyone especially an omega during his rut, because he knows that's when he loses control of his senses the most.

    AWinterWonderLand January 9, 2024 2:34 am
    Well, evidently he was making plans to make sure Noah would stay with him after he found out he was his mate. Contract and all. There's also nothing atm that confirms he never interacted with omegas, on a plato... looni

    True. I wonder if Ian had in the past encountered such a situation and it made him sick.

    But now that he's mated-bonded against his will, and it's high time for him to get married, then taking a tumble in the sheets with his mate, isn't even a BIG DEAL anymore. He's like, fuck it, I already lost it once. Might as well lose it forever. .

    They'll prob be having A LOT of kids then, at this rate....

    looni January 9, 2024 2:34 am
    Well, evidently he was making plans to make sure Noah would stay with him after he found out he was his mate. Contract and all. There's also nothing atm that confirms he never interacted with omegas, on a plato... looni

    Might I add, in this* omegaverse an omega can ONLY get pregnant when their heat cycle and the alpha's rut happen at the same time. And apparently it's rare*. He can still sleep around with omegas and betas just fine, just not during his rut.

    looni January 9, 2024 2:45 am
    True. I wonder if Ian had in the past encountered such a situation and it made him sick. But now that he's mated-bonded against his will, and it's high time for him to get married, then taking a tumble in the s... AWinterWonderLand

    I think it's just a control issue with him. But who knows, it's only the beginning. Maybe we'll get a traumtizing background story that made him hate his alpha nature.

    I still stand by that he's always liked and wanted Noah. He remembered what he said to him when they broke up. He written up a contract even saying he'll add the word "love" in there. He is giving him the opportunity to be with his son. Noah just has to...get married to him lmfaoo. He IS bending over backwards for him in a sense. If it had been any other person, Ian would break the bond. Ian could literally threaten Noah with their kid and make Noah do the surgery. But he's never going toO because he's always wanted Noah. Everything is falling into Ian's lap. He just has issues and a round-about way of going about accepting it lol. He'll eventually realize and learn his lesson though.

    AWinterWonderLand January 9, 2024 2:53 am
    Might I add, in this* omegaverse an omega can ONLY get pregnant when their heat cycle and the alpha's rut happen at the same time. And apparently it's rare*. He can still sleep around with omegas and betas just... looni

    I think he meant it's rare for a hyper-recessive to go into heat so the likelihood of them ever being in sync is low. However, Ian, as the alpha, can induce YeJun into heat at ANY GIVEN time. So, when he was in rut, as last time, his Pheromones naturally induces the omega into heat. So I doubt that would ever be an issue, with them being in sync. Did I forget something?

    looni January 9, 2024 3:01 am
    I think he meant it's rare for a hyper-recessive to go into heat so the likelihood of them ever being in sync is low. However, Ian, as the alpha, can induce YeJun into heat at ANY GIVEN time. So, when he was in... AWinterWonderLand

    hmm no you're right actually.

    AWinterWonderLand January 9, 2024 3:07 am
    I think it's just a control issue with him. But who knows, it's only the beginning. Maybe we'll get a traumtizing background story that made him hate his alpha nature. I still stand by that he's always liked an... looni

    Yeah. That's true. That's why I said that ppl who hated Ian is a bit over the top. I'd thrown it out there that Noah is lucky that Ian doesn't HATE his guts for having been bonded to him. It's good enough for me if it is a neutral thing. Like an accident has happened so nothing they can do about it. Forcing an omega into bond removal is so unfair though if such removal ONLY AFFECTS THEM!!! Someone I had talked to about how if an alpha r*** an omega during his rut, is it still considered ****. The problem with this is, if not just the (animalistic) s*x alone, but a mark and a pregnancy, then the ONUS STILLl FALLS ON the OMEGA to get an abortion, or to keep the pregnancy, AND to get this UNWANTED MARK REMOVED?!? If this were done by someone the OMEGA doesn't like, is disgusted by, someone who's callous or evil, and abusive and manipulative, (not the kind of "manipulation" done by Ian), or is a stranger, would people have been AS UPSET?!? The omega still got bonded and impregnated. No different than a regular female. Ugh. So if Neutral then is good.

    looni January 9, 2024 3:38 am
    Yeah. That's true. That's why I said that ppl who hated Ian is a bit over the top. I'd thrown it out there that Noah is lucky that Ian doesn't HATE his guts for having been bonded to him. It's good enough for m... AWinterWonderLand

    I try not to apply any real world logic or sense to these bl stories. It makes for a more easier and fun read really lol.

    I believe Ian has the ability to be stone cold if he wants too. I'm sure we'll see that in the future too when Noah and the kid gets threatened of some sort. I've no doubt he was pissed and would've probably forced whoever he mated too to get surgery. Again, because it's Noah his plans changed just* a little bit. I do believe he's punishing him as he thinks it's Noah's fault but not to the extent of breaking the bond, because deep down he likes Noah.

    AWinterWonderLand January 9, 2024 3:42 am
    I try not to apply any real world logic or sense to these bl stories. It makes for a more easier and fun read really lol. I believe Ian has the ability to be stone cold if he wants too. I'm sure we'll see that ... looni

    Same here!!!


    I was HAVING a GIANT HEADACHE w/ ppl who kept bringing in outside issues into a MANHWA. I just wanted to read it for fun and to dissect it. So many moralists and it just detracts from the story.

    looni January 9, 2024 5:43 am

    Yup. BTW I reread the series so far and he's been with omegas. When Ian and Noah first get together, Ian briefly compares him to omegas and why it was probably more difficult to sleep with Noah.

    Kou January 9, 2024 6:35 am
    I try not to apply any real world logic or sense to these bl stories. It makes for a more easier and fun read really lol. I believe Ian has the ability to be stone cold if he wants too. I'm sure we'll see that ... looni

    I feel like he does like Noah but he just going about it in the worst way possible by being such an asshole. I really hope the author makes his character development really good in the future because I do want to see why he was acting like that for a reason.

    looni January 9, 2024 7:43 am
    I feel like he does like Noah but he just going about it in the worst way possible by being such an asshole. I really hope the author makes his character development really good in the future because I do want ... Kou

    Pretty much, yes! I've been saying lol. Ian never got over Noah either. He remembered exactly what was said during their breakup and even brought up how Noah liked 'labels' so much. XD Man had been down bad, and he doesn't realize it. He's definitely going about it the worst way the 2nd time around, yes lol. I can't wait for more of his background and POV either.

    Kou January 9, 2024 6:21 pm
    Pretty much, yes! I've been saying lol. Ian never got over Noah either. He remembered exactly what was said during their breakup and even brought up how Noah liked 'labels' so much. XD Man had been down bad, an... looni

    I can't wait for his pov either! I'm so curious on why he sought only Noah out and stuck with him through their colleges days

AWinterWonderLand January 4, 2024 5:24 am

I thought it was gonna be corny. But it's so cute!!!

AWinterWonderLand January 3, 2024 12:33 am

(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ(⌒▽⌒) ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

AWinterWonderLand January 1, 2024 8:57 pm

Noah had said it HIMSELF that it was just AN ACCIDENT???

And then be mad he didn't "show up"? Like does he HAVE to show up?!? And like did Noah HAVE to NOT go to him for help?!?

Ik everyone is mad at him but have you considered how HE feels?!? Like, what IF he ACTUALLY HATED Noah??? HATED the bond?!? Likes someone else?!? Whose life's being ruined again??? It's a GOOD thing if dude likes him, or STILL likes him, but just doesn't want a relationship with anyone back then he's scum of the earth?!? So he's coming now and that's also wrong?!? Jeez. Can't please you peeps.

AWinterWonderLand January 1, 2024 3:25 pm

Take the offer.


If you don't, his family's gonna take him anyways. One year of keeping tabs....enough for them to find out. Supposedly, though, through the marriage arrangement they'll find out anyways. So, there's that. But if Ian promises. I'm gonna believe in him. Before anyone comes at him for NOT having shown up earlier....he didn't HAVE to, just the SAME way as Noah HAD decided NOT to come forward with the baby. Makes sense now he's afraid his child will be taken away. But apparently not by Ian, but by his elders?!?

Side effects no good!!! Take care of your child first!!! Your well-being comes second!!! At least until the child can self-care / work to provide for himself / is healthy / if you care about your child THAT MUCH. Yes, your OWN well-being comes first (the oxygen mask example) but if you decide to give birth and keep the baby, then do right by him. No matter how much ppl hates Ian, he can give protection, money, provide a babysitter/nanny, nurses/doctors, and better meds and eventually a CURE, or at least better meds to manage the symptoms.

I know Noah has been scared, but it MUST have hurt Ian a little, if NOT A LOT, to see Noah struggle to raise the child....and to watch his child SUFFER. Doubtful, but EVEN IF Noah doesn't agree, there's NO WAY he would WITHHOLD CHILD SUPPORT AND BETTER MEDS for his child. I'm SURE he has stepped forward seeing how his child is suffering, and how Noah had been trying his best to make ends meet!!! AND care for the child AT-THE-SAME time. ONLY an unwilling, HEARTLESS idiot would have sat on the SIDELINES. Fuxkers. Even if, for better or worse, as the ADULTS work out their friggin' issues, let the baby be cured (or managed his symptoms better w/o, or AT LEAST w/ fewer / lesser, side effects) AND TAKEN CARED OF!!! For crying out loud!!! The child is INNOCENT. - I'm FAIRLY certain, if Ian had found out about the child a year+ ago, that he may have let Noah STRUGGLE on his own, until now, because he sees that Noah maybe reaching the ENDS OF HIS ROPES. So, he's throwing in the lifeline now, before Noah succumbs to debt, failing health, being OVERWORKED IN BOTH TRYING TO CARE FOR HIS CHILD AND IN EARNING MONEY to provide for them BOTH, NOT TO MENTION the MENTAL TOLL in WORRYING About the Child's Health!! and that his son's illness will be chronic or even be getting worse!!!


The ONLY question is....if it runs in DoYoon's family and it only afflicts hyper dominant alphas then why isn't DoYoon affected by it?!? Or... did he outgrow the symptoms?!?...or is he still managing it with meds??? ??? ??? Or ... Is it a possible weakness for him / his family to allow such info to be known.

    Roxanna January 1, 2024 4:07 pm

    Yes, like you said, I'm also going to believe him

AWinterWonderLand December 31, 2023 8:53 pm

I had THOUGHT he had some moments of clarity a few chapters back.....but his paranoia is REAL. Holy*hit. Doubting the ONLY person who has ever believed in him... ┗( T﹏T )┛

AWinterWonderLand December 30, 2023 12:26 pm

(︶︿︶)=凸

AWinterWonderLand December 30, 2023 9:10 am

And the art is soooo beautiful. If give my SOUL to read this R.N.

    AWinterWonderLand December 30, 2023 9:39 am

    Cannot wait. Ppl are saying it's SA but it's not quite.... initially it DID started out that way but...it became consensual

AWinterWonderLand December 28, 2023 11:52 pm

Gosh. They look so good!!! Thank you artists!?


Thank you translator!!!


Just a note though the translation for the name is Han Jae-Yi. (or Han Jae-I).

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