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disappoint your family preemptively to stop being afraid of it (but realistically whether you become everything you hate or not, you'd still have time to become better again;;; its normal to be scared but like all we can do is try our best)

It's normal to be scared of the future but you should indeed stop, look what matters is the now. You won't be something you hate if you're self aware, careful and have responsibility in your actions. I'm sure you're doing great enough, for your family tho. Instead of being scared, let it be a motivation for you to always do better. To keep going hi......

oh buddy don't get me started