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I just caught up to where everyone is at and now I’m just dying with laughter. Uke is going all depressed and betrayed mode going like “wtf is there to even like about him, he is just a guy who’s hot”, while seme and just getting horny. Like wut om. And then uke just like falls into the lust and pleasure and just pushes the problem to the side now cause seme said it was nothing. Yeh um ok, you do you I guess ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I know I’m behind in chapters but I gotta talk about it because I’m petty. Seme kinda ticks me the wrong way. The way his reaction to liking uke was to try and get a girlfriend so he can forget about uke annoyed me real bad. The only reason he didn’t is because he has a good family but still that shows his way of thinking and stuff which really pisses me off, more so than it should. (╬￣皿￣)凸. Like I get it, loving a guy is weird and loving a girl is right or whatever but still esniddndk I can’t stand it cause it annoys me. Am I alone in this thinking? （/TДT)/

Omg the art is immaculate. Pls and the MC and ML are delicious. Like Om pls （/TДT)/

Having had a day to finally think about everything. The ending becomes sadder the more I think about it. Every main character of the real world is tragic and/or stuck. MC’s wife divorced him saying I’ve fallen for someone else which can also be interpreted as “I’ve fallen out of love with you”, additionally he is starting to regret a lot of things he did in the past when he is already starting to forget everything as well getting closer and closer to his deathbed. ML1,(blonde guy) although successful as a famous pianist was never able to have reciprocated feelings for his unrequited love until the end of his life. In the end he dies having done everything he had hoped would happen, he played with the love of the piano as much as he wanted around the world and finally got through to MC with his feelings even if it was very late, and then he left with one of his final regret cleared. ML2 had the most tragic endings both in the real world and hypothetical alternate universe, as in the real world he died and was never able to escape his old chains. While in the hypothetical AU, although he wishes to stay with MC, he believes that only trouble will follow if ML2 stays near MC and ML1 so he decides its best to continue the life as a wanderer. In the end, one of his final lines wonders if he will ever find a final destination where he can settle(implying that he had hoped to stay because he truely came to love the people there and almost considered it home but due to what happened he feels like it isn’t right to stay.) Additionally, although it isn’t confirmed but heavily implied, ML2 did start to fall in love with MC, so much so that he kissed MC so that when ML2 would leave he wouldn’t feel as much regret for having not done anything. In the end, although not said, ML2 had hoped MC would leave the city with him to also become a wanderer but also knew deep down that MC had obligations and that MC’s heart had already been taken. ML2 probably has knew that if MC left MC would have regretted it forever because MC would be leaving more than just his life behind but even so he hoped MC could leave with him also.

This was a very intriguing read for me. Yes, there is romance as it is a BL. But the whole story feels more like a mystery hypothetical what if situation, as the MC has getting deteriorating Alzheimer's he finds a way of telling his past self things through an old diary to change the past and stop his friend(ML2) from being murdered. As for my thoughts on the ending,The ending is kinda bittersweet sad but also happy kinda moment(after ML1 from real world dies, MC is super sad because it’s right after MC thanked ML1 for the first time for always being there and actually acknowledging ML1 love in the real world, after running but knowing where because of his disease he see the ML2 whom he saved in hypothetical alternate universe, ML2 thanks MC and acknowledges that even if the world where ML2 was saved was just some crazy thing he made up cause he at the end of life that he was thankful, MC comes to terms with his past regrets it by apologizing to his son for being a dick dad and then it’s shown in the alternate universe that MC and ML1 are finally happy and ML2 is still figuring it out but now stuck with crazy obsessive dude in love with him? Anyways he kinda had a bad end nlg). Additionally, Many themes are touched upon, both in depth and others in passing. Such as trama from war, how poverty affects family dynamics essentially in traditionallyish families, and way more stuff. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Is it bad to say I’m super bored rn. On chapter 30, and I’m literally only reading to waste time. Like the story can be interesting at times but generally it’s kinda boring and simple. Like the whole brother weirdo thing is kinda boring and simple. It’s like interesting for a while because it’s new but like they’ve spent way too much time on it and it’s really boring me the heck out. ╮(￣▽￣)╭. I’m probs done but yeh

I ant saying ima kill someone… but hypothetically I might kill someone (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

*opening anime music* Kiss kiss fall in love.ヾ(☆▽☆)

*sighhhhhhhhhhhh* I’m going to hell, who’s gonna join me ╥﹏╥

So like urkskdnsjs the ass-eating is so fricking hot omg. Pls don’t tell me I’m alone cause omg it’s sooooooo sexy and hot (●￣(ｴ)￣●)