
I feel bad for everyone with a past exactly/similar/worse than this...
So I don't want to offend anyone with this, but I'm getting a little bit tired of the constantly repeating cycle of : angst, everything being fine, sex, repeat...
I mean, at this point, I really can't tell if the story's progressing in any way shape or form or if the characters are developing or not... It's really confusing and difficult to follow, because, the way I see it, the story's basically at a standstill... I don't know if anyone else has the same or similar opinion to mine, but I was only stating my honest opinion...
Sorry if I offended anyone...

It is dragging, guess at the least in terms of progress, Junwoo is being more aware and assertive, in terms of saying the other guy uses sex as a way to deflect, and refuses any affectionate contact outside of this, very one-sided, like he's trying to remain dominant. The guy breaking down, when he is confronted about this, well maybe he has his own trauma, but it still doesn't justify his behaviour so far. The uke and seme stereotyping isn't helping either, Junwoo has basically just been used as a blow up doll for the most part.

Well, you know, the main character is kind of standing still in his own life: he never leaves the house, he eats, sleeps, works, masturbates, repeat, questioning why he is still alive. The progress might be hard to see because it is suttle but it is there. Junwoo is letting that other man into his life, he agrees to new experiences and he is trying to open up about himself... The simple fact that he was able to let an other person into his room is HUGE. The other guy might look manipulative from the outside but his barriers are slowly crumbling and he is getting more and more attached to Junwoo. He clearly has his own traumas and he doesn't know how to deal with Junwoo's pain but he is trying desparatly to make him feel better, loved, cherished.They are both in the -yes, very slow- process of figuring their shit out, but in life, that kind of things take time. It took me 5 years to get out of my own house. When in such a situation, you learn to acknowledge the tiniest of things and every step, however small, is a fucking victory.
I missed this one, so glad someone got round to updating it. This Ivon character... I don't like him... Oh also, the (Of)Saska character (the big one) is a woman?? I honestly thought that was a male, 'cause they're big and y'know... Don't hate me because of it, everyone makes mistakes