
now I kinda think the fucking cheater's not the only one at fault (tho like 90% is indeed his fault)

aren’t you also ignoring the fact the cheater spent the fl youth manipulating her and taking advantage of her? he legit destroyed her career and guilt tripped her so bad almost like he’s the only person she can rely on and doesn’t know how to escape from the debt and him, she’s still stuck in the past because of the cheaters abuse

although her actions are understandable and valid (considering what she's been through with him and all the years and memories they had together) but more on her mentality of not accepting reality (one of the hints were that they were divorced so the thought of celebrating their wedding anniv is just an attachment in her love cuz the cheater doesn't even give zero fucks) and the way she tolerates his maltreatment towards her and is really REALLY dependent on him emotionally. Both of them are toxic for each other (especially the live-in-idk-what-to-call-their-rs-ex-husband-fucker) with all the manipulation and gaslighting he's subjected her to and past abuse which he doesn't want to take accountable for by avoiding it and gaslighting the fl whenever she mention it (which she developed a trauma)
Idk how to explain it properly, I'm not against the fl. It's just that she either needs a person to pull her out of that situation even just by a friend who would take her side and fight for her or she do it herself (tho it looks like that person would be the ml)
She's pitiful yes, but I believe the only reason she's still in that situation is herself too when there's plenty of choices and options she could make
But anyway I hope the cheater ex to fucked up harder and suffer more, don't give him an easy death he doesn't deserve to die peacefully (AND CHOP OFF HIS PEEPEE)

but then again I couldn't blame her, I'm just so frustrated that she doesn't have my mentality (I've been manipulated, gaslighted, and mentally abused by my own father and his mistress since I was a kid so I know how hard it is) I'm just saddened that not everyone is lucky enough to have a person to pull them from that hell(in my case, my mom) and make them see their worth or have a strong mentality where she realizes her worth herself and break out of that situation and love herself more.

I just wanna clarify one of the choices she could make is the ml himself where she refused him and told him she's married (when they're already divorced) and still believes in that fucking cheater who doesn't even respect her.
Just shows how manipulated she is (or maybe I just don't understand people who lacks awareness) and from the chapters so far she doesn't look like she had a genuine/strong bonded friend she can rely on but there's definitely a lot of people who are concerned about her or people she can vent on (maybe she just chooses not to/afraid she'd be shamed/doesn't wanna bother them)
It's always the eccentric, nutscase but ridiculously hot men