
Very sad that it's very rushed. Some parts also don't make sense? How can you feel so much for someone to not forget them for 7 years and be stuck on them for 7 years when you barely know them for 2 weeks? It's a bit hard to imagine for me. maybe it is possible. Then again it had like 7 chapters to complete the whole thing so it was just insanely rushed ... The plot was like super interesting. And the dynamic was also something I enjoyed but the execution fucked everything up.

I just want uke to die. Not even to spite the seme or make him regret. If you logically think even if Neul( i think that's his name) did actually kill himself it's doubtful that seme even care much about it. Maybe I am wrong though. But I want uke to kill himself so he doesn't give the ml more happiness (?)

Always the low rated ones with actually good plot lol

Whichever low rated works I have liked are actually quite messed up but they do have a good plot according to me so read these with caution. Also they might be a bit old but I haven't found any recent ones other than this and "perfect leash"(you might like this one too. The end is a bit rushed tho)which are low rated and good
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_god/ (check warnings for this!!)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sorekara_kimi_wo_kangaeru/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_kogare_utae/ (it's dark and messed up,!!)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/two_in_six_billion/ (ending wasn't for me)
The sex is so unrealistic but I fucking love unrealistic. Who cares about what actually happens irl (unless u are actually clueless and try to replicate this through what u saw in the manhwa with no proper sex ed)