I am tired. I genuinely am just really tired of plots like this where the top will rape the bottom and then pretend it's all okay. I feel bad for the bottom but why do author's always make the bottom pitiful as fuck? Isn't my guy a deputy commander or something? Why did he need to get saved by that bitch ass top? I understand not being able to go against the top because of the power difference but why did he need to get saved UGH MAN FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS. I personally cannot enjoy this at all. The art is amazing. I just can't get into something which has rape which is just brushed aside. Also looking at the spoilers the "love" is really not going to be love like. So yeah I am actually good, no thanks. The plot seemed interesting but here we are.
I hope there is a genuine explanation to why the seme is so fucking down bad for the uke. Like there needs to be some explanation cause me personally would NOT be smitten with mini mart alr.
I think he liked the uke wayyyyy before any of this. He’d visit often and on a schedule (we kinda know he does everything intentional now. Man likes his set times n dates). I think that they were buddies before any of this….seme had a drug addiction and seems the uke was very similar. Maybe they were two junkies f king each other in the past? Or they knew each other due to that. Either way the uses messed up but I genuinely think the seme is the one who started it.
Honestly I am all for them not ending up together. It would be kind of a shitty move to get them together in the ending chapter when there are so many issues and really less chapters. (Only five chapters are remaining right?) All I really want is for them to heal up. I don't care if skyrus sinks. I genuinely just want them to be happy on their own and I have literally accepted that. For weeks I was in denial and didn't want an ending where they are not together but the more I read and the more I think over it, them going their own ways is actually much better than them being together without resolving their issues on their own. I just hope nobody dies though lol because fuck I would kms.
I reread this and I fucking cried. Shit was too relatable I guess. I wish this was a bit longer so the relationship could be more developed and not feel rushed. Otherwise it is amazing