
since this is going to end heres a recommendation for you all
this manhwa is also very stressful but you may not like the trope; teacher x former student and has like a 9 year age gap but mc(the teacher) does feel like shit when doing stuff with ml lol also everything started when they were both adults (mc is 30 and ml is 21). There isnt that much smut in the story and it actually made me tear up a bit. Its also slowburn like litc.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/form_of_sympathy/
having sex while having a fresh and open gun shot wound is crazy work