Ch 59 translation:
--narration--
"dialogue"
'thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
*panel of DG's apartment from the outside*
*chirp chirp*
*morning time and DG lying in bed alone (T/N: damn.. lol) looking like he slept well*
*DG blinking waking up*
DG: "....."
"He already left..."
"!"
DG thinking: *touches his head towel* 'The towel is still cold'
'Sunbae must have continued to change it throughout the night...'
*panel of DG looking at the towel solemnly*
*panel of DG stretching and getting up*
DG: “Haa. I slept very good. I feel much more relieved” Subtext: “I’m not even coughing anymore”
*panel of DG recalling Jiwon placing the towel on his head*
*panel of DG staring off into space in his room*
--Truthfully yesterday--
--Was an amazing day--
****BJ ALEX LOGO****
Ch 59
*panel of outside the campus*
*DG sitting on a bench staring up in the clouds*
Jaejin: *places cold can of soda on DG’s cheek* “Donggyun Hyung!”
DG: “Ah?!” *surprised*
Jaejin: “What were you thinking about?” *hands him a drink*
DG: “…uh, nothing in particular…” *takes drink “thanks”*
*Jaejin sits down on bench. They drink their juice/soda/whatever lol*
“…..”
Jaejin: *ecstatic* “AH!! I almost forgot! Hyung!!!!! I got great news!!!!”
DG: “oh yeah?”
*panel of jaejin presenting with a photo of DG in the background*
Jaejin: “I just recently presented the project you helped me out with hyung”
“The reception from the class was really great!”
DG: *surprised* “S-seriously?”
Jaejin: “Hyung, if you were a model, your casual look would attract and stir up a storm” (T/N: in a good way.)
“My professor also received it positively. I think this time I’m going to get a great grade”
“And it’s all thanks to you. Thank you so much Hyung!”
*grabs his hands and shakes them up and down enthusiastically*
DG: “heh…” *sweatdrop*
Jaejin: “and of course I did a great job as well~!”
“Didn’t I already tell you before? You are attractive and look great, even the people took notice of that”
DG: *embarrassed* “ah, heheh…”
“That’s weird. I think it’s because no one has told me that before that I don’t see myself as really attractive, y’know…”
Jaejin: “Hyung! Have more confidence in yourself.!” *pats his back in a friendship type manner*
DG: “Yeah. Thanks…”
Jaejin: “Ah Hyung! Listen to this..”
“Do you want to do on a blind date?”
DG: *surprised* “…..” “ what?”
*panel of flashback scene with Jaejin and two girls asking him something*
Jaejin: “Honestly, just a little while ago a hoobae asked me to introduce her to you.”
“I told her I would ask you first then later respond to her”
“Hyung, if you aren’t going out with anyone right now, do you want me to introduce her to you? She looks gentle and kind.”
DG: “Ah…”
DG thinking: ‘A hoobae…’
‘uh Does he not know yet that I’m gay…!’
*DG fidgety and panicky chibi form*
DG: “No thank you! I’m okay”
Jaejin: “Oh really? Okay if you say so…”
*concerned look* “Hyung, You look like you’re avoiding love for some odd reason.”
“Isn’t there someone you like?”
DG: “Someone I like…?”
*panel of jiwon. Jiwon popped into DG’s head*
DG: “….!”
“…..”
Jaejin: *subtext* “there’s someone?”
DG: “There’s no one”
DG: *cute panicky* “Either way, there’s no need to for you to set up blind dates for me” *flailing his arms about*
Jaejin: “huh?! Aw, You don’t trust me hyung?”
DG: *embarrased* “N-no that’s not what I meant~”
(T/N: this convo isn’t in a serious tone. Just friendship banter btw)
*background a group is walking by*
DG: “it’s just that I in a relationship…”
*panel reveals it’s Jiwon walking by as he’s saying this*
*Two panels showing them locking eyes*
DG and Jiwon: “…..!”
DG thinking: ‘Sunbae!’
Jiwon: *to his group of friends* “Hey guys, go on ahead, I’ll catch up”
*panel of DG staring at Jiwon*
*Panel of Jiwon’s legs walking towards DG*
*panel of Jiwon stopping right in front of DG on the bench*
DG: “….!”
DG thinking: *ducks his head down*
‘Wh-what is going on? Did I do something bad yesterday?”
‘I can’t look him in the eyes’
“…..”
Jiwon: “Are you feeling better now?”
DG: “Ah…!” *mutters* “I’m doing good…”
Jiwon: “…Really?”
*DG nods*
Jaejin thinking: *confused* (T/N: lol he’s still sitting besides DG throughout this XD) ‘Why is this atmosphere so weird?’
Jiwon: “That’s good that you’re feeling better now”
*DG slightly taken aback from what he said*
Jiwon: “I only came to ask you that.”
“…I’m gonna go now”
*Jiwon beginning to turn around*
*panel showing jiwon grilling the heck out of jaejin before he goes off. He still doesn’t like him*
*panel showing Jaejin flinching*
Jaejin: “?!” (T/N: poor jaejin XD he doesn’t know DG is gay nor what the hell is going on LOL)
*jiwon walks off*
Jaejin: “Who was that? Hyung do you know him? Also why did he look at me in that terrifying way?”
“Well anyway he was a handsome guy… uh donggyun hyung?”
*DG with his face in his palms covering his face*
Jaejin: “A-are you okay?”
DG: “…..” *still covering his face*
DG thinking: *panel of Jiwon walking off* ‘…ah. Now I see.’
‘Because of sunbae, it still hurts so much’
*DG lifting up his head*
Jaejin: “ah?”
“Hyung are you okay? Your face is completely red!”
*panel of DG blushing really hard*
DG thinking: ‘But still, I love him’
---------TBC---------
Damnit. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
This chapter was really short. I need more that just one Jiwon+DG interaction. Lol. Need a whole chapter of them actually talking XD
These weeks are going by too suspensefully. Need the next chapter already XD
That was brilliant, thank you translator San! :)
I agree) first chapter was.. Um 50 pages long I think? And now 9 - 12. THAT'S UNFAIR I CAN'T WAIT EVERY WEEK FOR SO LITTLE CONTENT.
Anyway I hope they ll have a proper conversation, they both know how they feel now SO GO TALK LIKE NORMAL PPL AND BE TOGETHER GODDAMNIT(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Last week and this week chapter has been short jeeeez
Anyway thanks as always
Ch 58 translation:
--narration--
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
(T/N: this Ch is kind of a flashback to thw last 4 chapters just in DG's perspective instead of Jiwon's perspective. It flashes back all the way to the first day of class)
***BJ ALEX LOGO***
CH 58
--first day of class--
*panels of DG getting dressed*
*panel of DG sighing getting ready to leave*
DG thinking: 'let's get this over with without hesitating'
*Arthur meme fist panel* (T/N: lol)
*scene change to first day of class at campus*
Student Council person: "hey everyone, please wait a moment. The student council has something to say"
*panel of Jiwon standing in the front and staring at the class and to DG especially*
*panel of DG surprised and flinching*
DG thinking: *turning around avoid eye contact * 'ugh...!'
*panel of him awkward*
'Why out of the whole class you had to look at me?'
'so awkward...'
Student Council person: "you guys can go now"
*panel of DG scurrying off in a hurry*
DG thinking: 'ugh, i should leave quickily'
*gets up*
*cell phone on desk highlighted*
*scene change to DG outside a convenience store drinking water*
DG: "Ah... I'm still nervous from that"
"For us to lock eyes right on the first day of classes...."
"Oh wait... My telephone!!" "Where is it??!"
*shocked. Flinch* *DG doing the pat dance when you can't feel something in your pocket*
DG: *running* "Ah...the classroom!!"
*opens door to classroom*
*panel of Jiwon noticing DG*
*panel of DG surprised*
DG: "Ah!"
DG thinking: 'why is sunbae here..?!'
Jiwon: "this phone is your's right?"
"I was waiting so I can give it to you"
DG: "...."
*takes phone then dashes away*
*DG outside the classroom nervous and leaning on the wall. Heavy breathing*
DG thinking: 'uh...he really surprised me'
'Wait a minute. Sunbae was waiting in the classroom?'
'He did that in oroder to give me back my phone?'
*sweatdrop face and confused. Slight blush but mostly confused*
*panel switch to chibi DG*
'No. It's just a coincidence. But I'm glad i got my phone back T_T'
--that day was only the beginning to everything --
*beginning of montage*
*panel of Jiwon staring from the desk behind*
--lately I found myself running into and in vicinity of sunbae a lot. It was strange--
*panel of DG at a desk in the library while Jiwon is behind him pretending to get a book that's so "conveniently" behind DG*
--Every time I noticed, be it in class or at lunch time, I felt his gaze on me.--
*panel of Jiwon looking at DG as he's passing by with his lunch tray in the cafe. Jiwon has that glasses twinkle. Sharp look*
DG: *nervous* (T/N: not looking but feels as if someone is watching him. And he's right lol) "...."
*panel of the scene where Jaejin took the picture with Jiwon in the background*
DG thinking: *as he's looking at the photo* *confused and embarrassed* 'sunbae is definitely in this photo'
*panel of Jiwon in the picture zoomed in on his face*
'Could it be... He's following me?'
*panel change to DG walking with Jaejin and Jiwon watching from a distance. (T/N: panel is in symbollic style. They're like 5 feet apart but in the classic red and black loom background)
--As time went on, sunbae and I found ourselves crossing paths a lot more and that made everything more difficult--
*DG's confused face*
DG thinking: 'why? Shouldn't he hate me? He was really annoyed and mad before'
'It's as if he's hovering over me just to find me somehow'
'But why if we're finished...?'
--what I don't understand is...--
*panel of DG facing forward still but looking back at Jiwon discreetly slightly blushing*
--why am I still thinking about him? Even when I'm firmly and definitively trying to control my feelings for sunbae--
DG thinking: 'Stop over thinking. This is a small campus and it's common to bump into the same people often'
'I think I'm just too overly conscious of him'
*scene change to the present where Jiwon is standing outside DG's door out of breath and DG sick*
DG: "huh..?"
DG thinking: 'sunbae...why...?'
'Why did he come to my house?'
'I don't want to be with you sunbae now...'
'Until recently I was so lonely and sad...'
*DG coughing and collapsing onto Jiwon*
DG thinking: 'i wanted someone to be with me...' (T/N: as in to take care of him while sick)
*couple of panels showing Jiwon prepping food and medicine for DG*
DG thinking: 'sunbae... Why are you now being nice to me?'
*panel of Jiwon placing a cool rag onto DG through the eyes of DG*
'Ah sunbae...'
*panel of DG feverish and laying in bed with the cool rag*
DG: "..."
"Sunbae, honestly, you can go now"
DG thinking: 'whether I'm sick or not doesn't really matter to you anyway'
*DG coughing and turning over in bed*
DG thinking: 'Don't keep on confusing people.'
Jiwon: "move over a bit"
DG: *surprised* "!"
*panel of them spooning. Jiwon big spoon and DG little spoon. Jiwon did this to warm him up ;)*
Jiwon: "Stay still. When you fall asleep I'll leave. The medicine will take effect soon"
DG: *badump badump badump*
*panel of DG's "feverish's" (T/N: *wink*) face. He's blussssshinnnngggggg*
DG thinking: 'Sunbae... Why are you doing this to me...'
'Right now...'
*panel of them spooning side view*
*badump badump badump*
'It's like you love me.'
*panel of DG's face zoomed in. Brows furrowed and nervous*
DG thinking: 'if this keeps up, I will not be able to stay away from him.'
--I feel really dizzy, I'm not sure if it's from the fever or sunbae--
--the only thing I know for sure--
*panel of Jiwon's arm wrapped around DG*
*badump badump badump*
--is that in sunbae's arms it's so warm that I don't feel cold anymore--
*panel of their heads as they lay together*
DG thinking: *smiling as he's laying with Jiwon* 'How did everything turn out like this?'
*white background with narration boxes*
--The heart I promised I would strengthen, closing it off firmly...--
--seemed to melt a little from sunbae's warmth.--
*********TBC********
*table flips.* (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
another week to find out what happens afterwards. Does he leave when he falls asleep??? Do they makeup??? The suspense T_T
I hope next week will continue the story. I have a feeling it may be a Chanwoo+MD chapter but I hope not. With the timing, seems like something the author would do lol. I like the pair A LOT but I just need to know what happens with Jiwon and DG. XD
Ch 57 translation
--narration--
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
--a few hours earlier--
*scene of Chanwoo handling the register at the cafe*
*door opens*
Chanwoo: "welcome~!"
*Jiwon walks up to the counter*
Chanwoo: "....!"
Jiwon: "Nam Donggyun... isn't working today?"
Chanwoo: "what?" (T/N: genuinely does look confused Lololol)
*Chanwoo recalls him running into that cafe in the rain a couple chapters before*
Chanwoo: "....." *becomes annoyed* "ah..." (T/N: it's this mofo)
Chanwoo: "why are you looking for Donggyun? What do you want?"
"Have you no shame? Why are you interested in Donggyun now?"
"After all you did to him?"
"Leave before I get seriously mad"
Jiwon: "...."
"I know very well I don't deserve to even to this"
"I decided not to interfere in his life anymore..."
"But... I'm really worried about Nam Donggyun"
"I came here to give you this"
*places a bag on the counter from the pharmacy*
Chanwoo: "!"
"Medicine? Why does DG need medicine?" (T/N: in the Korean raws chanwoo's nickname for DG is Dongdong but the English version uses DG so I'm going to use DG"
*chanwoo's phone vibrates*
*DG calling*
Chanwoo: "Ah..!"
(T/N: DG's side of the convo we saw in the previous chapter)
Chanwoo to DG over phone: "Hey DG! ah... What? My shift is over at 10pm"
"...why does your voice sound weird?"
"What??? I understand"
"As soon as I finish I'll go to your house. Yeah. Okay~"
Jiwon: "...." (T/N: he doesn't hear DG)
Chanwoo: ".... Nam Donggyun, that guy has a really hard time when he's not healthy"
"YOU! IT'S YOUR FAULT FOR BEING SO BOTHERSOME THAT NOW MY BABY IS SICK!" *yell*
Jiwon: *flinch* *sweat* "!"
(T/N: they're in the chibi gag form doing this lol)
Chanwoo: "ah... DG's condition is not good"
"And he's alone today because I get out late from here..."
Jiwon: "then I can give him the medicine in your place"
Chanwoo: "What are you saying?!!!"
*slams his hands on the counter*
"But you don't even like Donggyun!!"
Jiwon: *surprised* "that's not true!"
Jiwon thinking: 'ugh!' *nervous*
*flustered*
Jiwon: "N-no wait.. I meant..."
Chanwoo: "Then what? Do you like him or not?"
"If you do, prove it"
*panel of Jiwon with author's signature red black loom background*
Chanwoo: "if you can admit it in front of me, if I can hear you say it,"
"Then I'll let you go to Donggyun."
Jiwon: "....!!"
*panel of Chanwoo looking smug*
Chanwoo: "can you say it?"
"Someone as proud as you, can you even say it?"
*panel of Jiwon flustered sweating yet looking determined*
Chanwoo: "C'mon let's see"
Jiwon: "...." *swallow*
****TBC LOL JK. BJ ALEX LOGO****
Ch 57
*scene change to Jiwon at DG's door present time*
DG: "S-sunbae, why?"
Jiwon: "I came...in Chanwoo's place" *avoiding eye contact saying this. Slightly flustered*
Jiwon thinking: 'i did something so Damn embarrassing to come here...'
Jiwon: "Are you...okay?"
DG: "..." *cough* "I'm fine. There was no need for you to come here"
*cough cough* *falls*
Jiwon: "!"
"You aren't good at all"
*scene change. DG in bed and Jiwon coming in placing the bags down*
DG: *coughing*
*panel of DG coughing like crazy and Jiwon looking*
Jiwon thinking: 'I'm now here but I don't know what to do.'
'Donggyun already hates me as it is but this situation is very frustrating' (T/N: as in it's frustrating that he thinks DG hates him but he's worried and wants to be near him)
'I think I have to get through this first though'
Jiwon: "Did you eat get?"
DG: "no"
Jiwon: "I bought some porridge as well as medicine"
*panel of the bags*
DG: "I'm fine"
*tummy growls*
Jiwon: "..... Come."
DG: " Okay.." *Head down embarrassed*
*couple of minutes later*
DG: "thank you for the food..."
Jiwon: "okay now take the medicine. Tomorrow go to the hospital so they can check you out"
*hands out the Medicine*
DG: "I-I'll be fine in a day. It's not necessary"
*takes the medicine*
Jiwon: "even in your current condition you aren't going to go?"
DG: "Honestly this isn't a big deal sunbae... You can go now..." *coughing*
Jiwon: *furrows brow in frown*
"I'm not going"
*gets up to scooch closer*
"You have a high fever"
*places his hand on his forehead*
DG: "!"
Jiwon: "You're burning......."
*looks down at DG*
DG: *looking up at him* *gasp* ".....?"
Jiwon: *embarrassed. Quickly jerks his hand off.* "Anyway, you should definitely go to the hospital!!!" (T/N: gag panel)
Jiwon thinking: 'what was I doing?'
Jiwon standing up: "quickly get some rest. If needed I'll bring a cold towel"
DG: "okay..."
DG: *tucking himself in. Shivering* "ugh...cold..."
Jiwon: "Are you really cold?"
DG: *sits up* "going to find something to change into"
Jiwon: "No. You need to rest. I'll find you a shirt and some shorts?" *walking into the bathroom for a cold towel*
DG: "what? Ah..."
Jiwon: "turn off the lights"
*Jiwon sitting on the bed next to a lying down DG placing a cold towel on his head*
DG: "Sunbae, it's okay now, you can go..." *cough*
*DG turning over having a coughing fit*
Jiwon thinking: 'how could i leave just like that?'
*sigh*
*panel of him taking off his jacket*
Jiwon: "move over a bit"
DG: "?"
*panel of Jiwon resting his hand on the bed*
*panel of his arm wrapping around DG*
***beautiful panel of them spooning***
DG: ".....!"
Jiwon: *flushed face* "this way you aren't so cold"
DG: " su-su...s-sunbae...???!! T-this... W-what are you doing...." *shook*
Jiwon: *eyes closed* "stay still. When you fall asleep I'll leave"
"The medicine should take effect soon"
"Go to sleep"
*panel of DG's towel falling off.* *badump*
*panel of DG's flustered face (T/N: not just the fever ;) ) * *badump * *badump * *badump*
DG: "....."
*panel of DG closing his eyes*
*badump badump badump badump*
-------------TBC----------
Aaaahhhh. Will he leave when he falls asleep :O nooooo. Lol. This is the first DG+Jiwon interaction in awhile.
These chapters are getting so suspensefulll.
Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Ch 56:
--narration--
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
*scene of the skyline*
*panel of kbbq sizzling*
Jaejin: "Hyung, thank you so much for today!
Please eat as much as you want ^.^"
*scene of them eating kbbq.*
DG: "It's okay. You too worked hard today as well."
*zoom up to DG's mouth*
DG: "Ah, Ah..."
*zoomed out to both and we see DG let out a killer sneeze*
DG: "ACHOOO! "
Jaejin: "Hyung, are you okay? Today was much colder than I thought it would be. Sorry. You only had light clothing and I didn't notice that fact"
DG: *cough* "ah, don't worry. Inside here is much better and anyway I'm sure you got the good photo"
Jaejin: *energetic/animated* "I only took pictures! It's thanks to you hyung, this came out awesome. You were a big help! Next time I'll show you how it came out!"
DG: "T-thanks"
Jaejin: "Hyung, you should finish eating quickly and go home and rest. From before, is it true you don't drink alcohol? Makchang, Soju...?"
DG: "haa yeah, it's true. I don't drink alcohol anymore"
*panel of DG shivering*
DG thinking : 'why am I beginning to feel cold?'
---BJ ALEX LOGO---
CH 56
*scene of next day. DG's apartment skyline*
*phone alarm going off at 8.30 for class at 9*
*scene of a flushed and feverish DG in bed*
DG: "ugh"
*phone alarm still going off as he's having a coughing fit*
DG as he's turning off the alarm: "ugh, my head..."
*sits up from bed*
DG: "I should g...argh" *dizzy*
*scene of blurry vision of his room*
DG: "ah. I feel dizzy. Why? Maybe I overworked too hard yesterday"
"Should I not go to class today?"
"No, they said they're going to announce important information on the midterm"
*gets up off the bed and stands*
DG: "I'm going to go"
*panel of him dressed and leaving his apartment*
*panel of the campus skyline*
*panel of teacher teaching. Blah blah blah*
*panel of jiwon staring off into his thoughts*
Jiwon: "...."
Jiwon thinking: 'Nam Donggyun... What happened? Why are you not here to listen to this class?'
'He never misses class'
*class door opening*
*DG walking in with him covering his face with his cap*
*DG walks to his seat and Jiwon observes*
*panel of DG looking unwell and letting out small coughs through Jiwon's perspective*
*panel of Jiwon*
Jiwon thinking: 'he's late...'
*panel of DG putting his head on the desk*
Jiwon: "...?!"
Professor: "okay and that's the end of class. If you've arrived late please let the TA know to mark your attendance"
*everyone getting up from their seats preparing to leave. DG still has his head down and Jiwon is just looking from the other side of the classroom*
Jiwon: "..."
Jiwon thinking: 'isn't he being... strange?' (T/N: not in an offensive way lol)
*DG coughing with his head still on the desk*
*scene change panel of elevator*
*everyone is waiting for the elevator*
*Jiwon and DG are on opposite corners of the elevator with Jiwon observing DG with his head down (T/N: don't think DG is noticing Jiwon. Just going about his sick day)*
Jiwon: "..."
*split panel of their faces: DG feverish and Jiwon observing him concerned*
Jiwon thinking: 'what's wrong with him...? Is he sick?'
Elevator: "FLOOR 1"
*people are leaving the elevator*
*DG feeling dizzy*
*DG gripping onto the handle bar*
*DG semi collapsing*
*panel of Jiwon's face shocked, concerned, and looking like his spirit left his body. Jaw dropped!*
Jiwon: "...!!!!!"
Standerby: "oh my God! Are you okay?"
DG: *getting up stumbly* " I-I'm okay! I'm just a little sick"
Standerby: "can you walk?"
DG: "Yeah, yeah..."
*DG walks off coughing*
Jiwon: "..."
*looking concerned*
"Nam Donggyun..."
*scene change*
*DG finally home on his bed. Still in his clothes just plopped onto his bed*
DG: "Uhhh..." *coughing*
"In the end I should have stayed home... I didn't think it would get like this..."
"I'll feel better if I sleep a bit..."
*DG closing his eyes ready to sleep*
*darkness*
*coughing*
*DG shivering in his bed*
DG: *cough* "ah. I'm cold"
*DG with his hand on his head*
DG: "This feels like it won't get better. I feel terrible"
*wraps himself in a burrito blanket*
"I should have worn heavier clothing..."
*DG looking at his phone. Coughing*
DG: "Hey Changwoo.... Are you working?" "What time do you finish? At around 10?"
"Can you bring me some medicine please? I don't feel well and I can't leave now..."
"Yeah, yeah... Thank you"
*shivering*
*done with phone call*
DG: *coughing* *turnover* "I only have one person I can contact in these situations..."
*panel of phone with time 10.05 past midday*
*DING DONG*
*DG flinched*
DG: "!"
*gets up. Shivering.*
DG: "ugh. It's so cold..."
DG out loud: "Coming..."
*walking over to the door*
*grabs handle*
DG: *smile. Feverish* *as he opens the door * "you came..."
*panel now reveals it's Jiwon!*
*Jiwon is sweating. Looked like he ran to DG's apartment*
DG: *surprised* "huh..?"
*panel zoomed out to see DG by the door and Jiwon in front of the door. He has a bag mostly likely medicine*
DG: "......!" "Jiwon...sunbae?"
Jiwin: "......" *looks nervous and concerned*
**********TBC********
*flips table over*
(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
gotta wait another week for Jiwon&DG interactiong orz.
I did call someone being sick though huehuehue. (Thought it was gonna be Jiwon though. I was close XD. Author brought Jaejin to get DG sick for this scene LOL)
I
Cannot
Wait
For
Next
Week.
Ch 55:
--narration--
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
Jaejin: For my photo project, please be my model hyung
DG: *flustered* ?! What...!?
Jaejin: For my second photo project I need to take photos of people. It'll only take one day for me to take your picture.
DG: *panicky* Y-you're taking photos of me?
Why me?
Jaejin: Well hyung, truthfully you're very photogenic and I really liked the photo I took recently (T/N: in the cafe previous ch)
DG: *shy* Can't you just take photos of your girlfriend or your family? Subtext: if you have a girlfriend
Jaejin: For this project our professor said not to use our family or partner for subjects.
DG: ah...
DG: *shy. Scratching his head. Feeling flusterly uncomfortable.* hmm. I don't know if I'm able to be a good model.
Jaejin: that's not true! I was surprised when I saw your photo hyung (T/N: again referencing the photo taken at the cafe from last chapter). You're expression was really awesome!
*panel of DG feeling embarrassed from receiving compliments*
Sunbae, you're tall, you have good proportions and you have a nice face. You're atractive hyung!
I think I could take a great photo if I can manage to capture your unique personality.
Hyung. At least do you know how charming you are? (T/N: this is innocent. No sus behind this. At least until he realizes how hansome DG is ;D LOL)
DG: ! *blush* gulp *contemplating*
Oh... hm..
Okay I'll do it. *gives in*
Jaejin: Yes!!!!! *cheers. Throws a fist up in a woot manner*
Hyung thank you so much! That day I'm going to photograph you and make you look awesome!
DG: *still nervous and flustered about it* hehe. Okay.
*topic change*
DG: and how are you and your girlfriend doing? (T/N: lol if only Jiwon knew he was already taken XD)
*scene of them just walking off with skinship from Jaejin's part and seems like a great friendship*
Jaejin: Phenomenal! We always break up and get back together but now I miss Eun-young.
DG: heh. Still a romantic I see.
*****BJ ALEX LOGO****
Ch55
*at school*
*panel of alex all gloomy looking at something*
*next panel shows him looking over to how close DG and Jaejin are at desks couple of rows in front of his*
*next panels show scenes of DG and Jaejin just hanging out in various locations*
*next panel shows it was from Jiwon's perspective observing them from afar*
*jiwon at a table with the studen council observing DG and Jaejin from across the room*
Jiwon thinking: *boils* 'I'm trying to see what's up between the two'
'Who the fuck is that bastard? All I know is that he is some hoobae studying photography.'
' I can't believe they can spend that much time with each other'
'If only I could...' *imagines him kicking Jaejin and telling him to back off in a miniature sprite form* 'no stop thinking about that' *annoyed*
Glasses boy: *from student council* "Hey Jiwon! It's been a while since we drank together"
Jiwon: ... *biting his cup in frustration* *not paying attention*
Glasses boy: hey! I'm talking to you!
Jiwon: ...oh.
*panel is of Jiwon staring off*
Glasses boy: okay so order drinks for 8 more people.
*murmur of crowd*
*next panel shows DG whom he is looking at*
*next panel shows a zoom out of him looking at both DG and Jaejin just laughing*
*next panel shows him imagining himself in Jaejin's place with him and DG laughinf and converasating*
*next panel shows him with furrowed brows prepared to change game plan*
Jiwon thinking: *sweat* 'Damn. This is going by too slowly. I need to know what these two are up to'
*scene change. Photoshoot day. Outsides. Trees about*
Jaejin: *waving DG over to him* "hyung! Did you finish changing yet?"
*panel of bushes rustling* *hand peaking out*
*next panel we see jiwon with a facemask and hood watching discreetly and hiding*
Jiwon: ....
*panel of jiwon recalling how he found out about the location*
*recall start*
*they're both on smoke break*
Jaejin talking on the phone: "Next Wednesday at 12 I'm going to XX park. It's a good place to take photos and I found a model"
*Jiwon is around the corner hiding on the other side of the corner wall listening in*
(T/N: author made it gag like so the panel looks funny)
*jiwon's face overimposed onto the recall thinking*: 'i knew it was going to be like this. He was planning on taking photos of Nam donggyun'
*recall end*
Jiwon thinking: 'i was curious so i followed them all to see what's going on'
*him behind the bushes watching DG arrive*
*panel of Donggyun's hair in the breeze*
Jiwon thinking: 'oh? Nan donggyun'
*panel zooms out and reveals a dolled up DG looking gooooooood*
*shining*
*looking god like*
DG: "Did you wait long?"
*panel of Jiwon with his eyes wide open and his jaw most likely dropped behind that face mask ;D*
*panel zoomed up to jiwon's face blushing and jaw dropped*
*badump badump badump*
*panel of Jaejin asking DG "are you cold hyung?" and brushing his hair fixing it up and such*
*panel of Jiwon boiling up and getting furious. Gripping the bushes in frustration and onlookers just wondering wtf XD everyone is just keeping to themselves though lol*
Jiwon thinking: *boiling in rage* 'that damn son of a....!!!'
*photo shoot begins*
Jaejin: "Hyung, stay still right there!"
*click*
*focus*
*click*
*multiple panels of different shots of DG looking goooooooooooooooood. All stoic shots though.*
*next panel we see Jiwon sitting at a bench a distance away just watching them engrossed in the project*
*panel of Jiwon's observing face*
*panel of DG with a stoic face*
Jaejin: "hyung! Smile a bit please!~"
*DG makes the cutest smile with slight blush but it just looks like happy blush*
*panel of Jiwon taken aback slightly surprised*
Jiwon: ...
*Jiwon looks down kind of defeated*
*panel of jiwon's thoughts over a scene of them reviewing the photos*
jiwon thinking: 'everytime I see him smile I feel a pain in my chest.'
'Since now I can't see him like that in front of me, never again...'
*Jiwon recalling when DG stood up to him and said "are you crazy I can't believe you just asked me that" (think it was ch 51? Forgot. Lol)*
Jiwon thinking: 'I'm an idiot'
Jiwon: "ah. What is it that I'm doing?" *covers face. Facepalm*
Jiwon thinking: 'I rejected him so many times and now I'm following him everywhere'
'I don't know what to do with this. I don't even know what I'm thinking sometimes'
'I don't want him to see me like that again'
*panel of what Jiwon think may happen*
*panel of DG looming over and saying "oh now you love me? >:( "
*panel of jiwon getting up from the bench*
*panel of him looking at DG and imagining him far away where he can't reach*
*panel of DG looking happy and smiling*
Jiwon thinking: *staring off at them looking defeated* 'Donggyun is doing better now without me'
*panel of him putting on his facemask looking the other way*
*panel of Jiwon walking off and away with Jaejin and DG doing their thing in the background*
*panel of Jaejin and DG continuing the photo shoot.*
Jaejin: *small text*Just one more photo and we're done.
DG: Okay sounds good.
(T/N: btw they never realize jiwon was there)
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Omgggg jiwon! He's feeling really defeated. If only he knew though they're just friends. Bad stalker can't get the proper info and figure out Jaejin already has a girlfriend. XD LOL. This miscommunication trope throws me for loops. I just want Jiwon and DG interactions. orz
Can't wait till next week. Hopefully we see some there. ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
BJ Alex raw korean comes out Friday morning 8:00 EST and English 2 chapers behind comes out Saturday 8:00 EST
Sorry for being a day late.
A little about myself.
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living in NYC now. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
Did go back and forth between these two places growing up.
I work overnights Thursday to Sunday so I may be asleep when it comes out. I had a double shift since someone called out so I was too tired to translate till now and was fast asleep at my house XD hopefully I didn't keep everyone waiting too long ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Spoilers Duh.
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Ch 54 full translation:
--narration--
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
*scene/emotion description*
*left off where Jiwon sees DG and mystery boy greeting and hugging*
Jiwon: *from distance and looking* "!"
Jiwon thinking: *looking nervous and surprised* 'Who is that guy...?!'
*now to the convo between DG and mystery boy*
DG: *as he's shoving him off in a friendly matter* "Hey hey...! We're on the street!" (T/N: As in they're blocking the commuter's path. Just normal consideration)
(T/N: mystery boy is a skinship type of person)
Mystery Boy: "it's just nice to see you~ :D"
DG:"How are you doing Jaejin?" (T/N: Mystery boy will now turn into Jaejin now that it's been revealed)
Jaejin: "Great~!"
DG: "I knew our whole military line but I did not know when I was going to be able to have time. I didn't stay in touch like I should.
Jaejin: "I was forgotten but i forgive you~ if you don't have classes now do you want to go to the cafe for a bit?
DG: "Is that so? :) Ok"
*they walk off with mystery boy having his arm on DG's shoulder.*
Jiwon: *from a distance* "..."
*panel of him beginning to speed walk*
****BJ ALEX LOGO****
Ch 54
*cafe scenes*
*panel where Jaejin is bringing over drinks to their table just saying here the drinks and Jiwon in the booth next to their's hiding behind a newspaper spying on them* (T/N: LOL)
Jiwon thinking: 'What am I doing hiding like this?'
'I was curious to know who he was'
'It's the first time I saw Nam Donggyun with a close friend'
'Who is he? What is their relationship?'
*panels of Jiwon recalling the skinship Jaejin was showing*
'It could be anyone'
*Jiwon is fuming in frustration behind them. Sending out a killer aura*
'I do not like this...!'
*DG blissfully unaware enjoying his drink and Jaejin just looking at him wondering dafuq*
Jaejin thinking: 'That guy must have a lot of complaints in the world' (T/N: Lmaooo ignorance is bliss i suppose. he doesn't know why he's mad )
DG: "Haha look at your hair."
Jaejin:"Heh I haven't been able to take off the military man look yet. I went back to school in August and been around all over"
"How long has it been since I've seen you Donggyun hyung? I had no one to hang out with me "
DG: "Sorry I was busy..." (T/N: Jiwon sure kept you busy. Had to be on his timetable for his needs "
Jaejin: "that's what i heard. Hyung was the best for me though."
"I was not good like hyung in the military"
"If it wasn't for you I would have had a hard time. Thank you hyung!"
DG:"I also enjoyed it because of you"
Jaejin: "I'm really glad I have a hyung. Actually I came back and I was desperate because I didn't know anyone"
DG: "Ah..."
Jaejin:"All the females are in higher grades, the guys aren't back in school and the seniors I know are busy or don't know the juniors... *sigh* "
DG: "Heh. I'm just like you... "
Jaejin: *grabs DG's hands* (T/N: damn the skinship is real lol)
"Then Donggyun hyung!!"
"please hangout with me a lot. I eat a lot of rice" (T/N: idiom totally lost in translation. Means willing to hangout anytime even if it's just for eating)
DG: "!" *just a little flustered just because he's taken aback a little.*
"Hey ..! Y-you are so skinny! *flustered* (T/N: just because DG is a shy person. Lol)
Jaejin: "Have to get some weight onto this body y'know haha."
*you now see Jiwon looking on very pissed. Lol*
Jiwon: "....." *pissed af*
Jiwon thinking: 'I can't hear so well' *he's hunching forward in his seat*
Jaejin: "Oh right! I got something to show off."
" Tada~ i got a new badass camera!"
DG: "Oh yeah~ that's right you're a photographer."
"I don't know much about cameras but it looks good.."
(T/N: jiwon is making the funniest staring face. Got the sharp twinkle lol)
Jaejin: *panel of just his eyes glossing up staring at DG. Like a photographer finding his shot*
"C'mon I'll take your picture! Stay still hyung." *he takes the camera and readies himself to take a picture.*
DG: "Huh?"
"!"
*as he's about to snap the photo you can see jiwon in tbe background*
DG: "w-what...! Don't shoot~!" *flustered*
Jaejin: *kachik kachik* *proceeds anyway lol* *glimmer*
Jiwon thinking: 'Shit...!' *ducks behind the newspaper*
Jaejin: "Eh~ hold on."
*they turn to view the photos on the camera*
"It was just fine with the lighting and shine"
"Everything is shaky and blurry"
DG: "I-I do not want to be caught off guard. *shy*"
Jaejin:"I only managed to get one shot at the beginning"
*DG looks and notices Jiwon was behind him*
DG: "....!"
*turns to look around quickly*
*no one is there in the booth behind them*
DG: ....
DG: *muttering to himself* "No one's there..."
Jaejin: "Hyung what is it?"
DG: "Nothing."
*next panel shows that Jiwon ducked underneath the table*
Jiwon thinking: 'Oh shit...' *nervous and wondering dafuq himself. Lol*
Jaejin: *looking at the photo* "...."
DG: "Should we head out now?"
Jaejin: "Oh, yeah! Sure."
*Jiwon takes a sneak from under the table of them heading out*
*comes out from underneath the table*
Jiwon to himself: "Ugh, what are you doing? do something different Jiwon.."
*panel of DG and Jaejin conversating well and happily*
*panel of Jiwon staring. Throb*
Jiwon: "...sigh"
*change scene to jaejin and DG outside*
*panel of Jaejin hard in thought.* *hmm...*
Jaejin: "Okay. I decided!"
DG: ?
Jaejin: "Donggyun hyung!"
DG: "Huh?"
Jaejin: "For my photo project, please be my model hyung!"
DG: *highly surprised and embarrassed "?!?!?! What?!"
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PFT! bro! My guy deadass ducked underneath the table .
This chapter was good but can't wait till next one. This chapter felt like an intro to what's about to come. Necessary but keeps you in suspense.
I think Jaejin is just a friend for now but make after the photo project he'll realize something he's a happy go lucky type. Even when He's sulking it's kind of lighthearted and he's pretty chill.
Want to see more DG+Jiwon interactions. ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Anyway
For those who care for the translation here it is. My previous translations are on my profile under topics
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Ch 52 Translation for those who care for it
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*scenes of a park*
*now we see MD and chanwoo walking in the park*
MD: "I've always taken walks around dawn."
"I like the time at dawn."
"The dark and desolate mood calms me down.
Chanwoo: ... *scowling/blushing/nervous*"
MD: *smirks and changes his gaze towards Chanwoo* "I would like for you to enjoy this walk as well"
"Are you alright Chanwoo?"
"Your gait seems to be heavy"
*zooms in to chanwoo's neck where we see a collar ( ;D ). Chanwoo is panting and sweating*
Chanwoo: "그야..." "That's..."
*next panel reveals that underneath his long coat he has nipple clamps, a vibrator tied on his dick, ropes all around him and a vibrator control gartered on his thigh while having the vibrator up his ass. He's completely naked as well.*
*MD looks like he's loving this XD*
"This is not a new angle"
---BJ alex logo---
Ch 52
*panel of chanwoo's legs trembling*
*next panel zooms out with the two shown standing in the middle of a park*
MD: "Chanwoo, You said you were tired of broadcasting.
"You wanted to enjoy a different thrill and I responded to that"
Chanwoo: "...then I'll put on some more clothes. You're a shrewd master"
MD:"I appreciate what you're wearing now"
Chanwoo: ... *flustered and scowling*
MD: "I'll give you a reward if you walk around this park"
"Although, If you miss a step you'll have to start from the beginning."
Chanwoo: "Haa..(huff) "Easy!"
*begins to walk. Legs are trembling (T/N: arms weak mom's spaghetti)*
*he starts to feel it more in his ass as he's walking*
Chanwoo Thinking: Ah... Even walking is hard to do
I feel nervous throughout my whole body.
Chanwoo: "huff...huff" *trembling*
MD:"How do you feeling hanging around with your body like that?"
Chanwoo: ... *trembling a lot*
*next panel you can see the boner outline through the jacket*
MD: "Sounds to me you're feeling good ^^"
Chanwoo: "huff"
*Chanwoo begins to try and touch the front*
*MD grabs his hand away*
MD:"Who gave you permission to touch yourself?"
Chanwoo: 아... "Ah..."
Chanwoo thinking: "Oh please...my whole body feels hot"
"I need to come once at least"
Chanwoo: 어,"uh,"
*he notices a random running just out for the super early morning jog*
Chanwoo: ....!!!
MD: *puts his hand on his back. Pats/caress* "Hands off"
Chanwoo: "!!!"
MD: "If you do not want to start from the beginning shouldn't you walk well?" *smirk*
"I'll give you a boost"
*MD turns up the dial on the vibrator tied to chanwoo's dick with a remote he has in his pocket*
Chanwoo: "AH!"
"Ah, ha...ha"
*the jogger is getting closer*
Chanwoo: huh, ah... ... *he is about to blow*
MD: "Shall we put it up a little more?"
*MD raises it up even more*
Chanwoo: "AHH!!" *huddles over*
MD: "Do not worry too much."
Chanwoo: ah... *can barely stand*
Chanwoo thinking: oh, no, do not come any closer!
*jogger just keeps running. Passes by them. Doesn't even realize. Just living his life. Lol"
*Chanwoo stumbles over when the jogger is long passed.* *MD helps him up*
MD: "That's too bad. Looks like you're perverted self finished the walk" *smirk*
Chanwoo: ...
MD: "This restroom is the end of the park"
"You had a lot of trouble Chanwoo."
" okay now..."
*interrupted as Chanwoo grabs MD and drags him to the public restroom*
MD: !
*he pulls him into the stall*
MD: "Chanwoo..."
Chanwoo: "The award is..."
MD: ?
Chanwoo: "Master, please do something to me quickly" *as he's begging and panting and blushing and trembling. Huehuehue*
*panel of MD looking like he cracked. *
*MD rips open chanwoo's jacket*
Chanwoo: oooh...!!
*MD rips off the nipple clamps*
Chanwoo: "AH!"
*MD takes off the vibrators*
MD: "Can you not just go home like this?"
Chanwoo: "Ah... No.. Just here.." "Just.."
MD: "I do not know what you mean. Tell me in a way easy to understand" *gazing and smirking*
Chanwoo: ...
*Chanwoo sits back on the toilet seat, raises his leg with his hand, and spreads his leg open while saying this* (still got his ropes but completely naked)
Chanwoo: ."...the master's cock... Please put it in..."
MD: "Hmph" smirk
MD: "Well done. I'll give you a prize"
*MD wraps himself around Chanwoo and sticks his cock inside*
*Chanwoo is moaning heavily as MD is thrusting inside*
*spurt*
Chanwoo: *in complete ecstasy* "Ha...Juanim, I guess you cannot have normal sex now because of your master."
*pulls MD's head towards him and kisses MD*
MD: "....!"
*next panel MD blushing a little. Flutter*
MD: *smiles* "Good . I do not want you to be Mr. Chanwoo anymore" (T/N; they were still on formal terms but now they're not
-------End of Special Episode------
I adore this couple so much. I highly suggest getting the raws because this was more of a visual ( ) kind of chapter. Lol. Can't wait for Jiwon and DG though.
Mingwa-ga is doing a QnA for 11/20 so she's accepting questions for it until then. More details on her twitter
The author is cracking down. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
Hopefully my texts translations are still gonna be okay Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
I mean it's not like you can see the sexy stuff through text ;)
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They offer free coins on lezhin
(I'm too lazy for that though and can fortunately afford both the raws and English chapters ( ̄∇ ̄") )
Can you give me more info?
Oh the author is cracking down on websites that host the manhwa for free and any translation group or site that is doing translations ahead of the english chapters.
The author is pretty adamant and more outspoken compared to others. I don't blame her though because she is losing money. Even though sometimes these sites do send traffic to lezhin. I wouldn't have found out about this manhwa without mangago but now I pay for every chapter. I just didn't know it existed on lezhin (even though I've used lezhin for quite awhile lol)
It's one of the reasons why I don't translate onto the comic and just leave it as text.
Although with 'love is an illusion' they had the English ver up to date with the korean ver which I suggest if she could get the staff (probably can since this manhwa is so popular) she should go and possibly proceed that way.
And a translation is on the way. I just woke up. Night shift problems lol.
She shouldn't complain about translation she is getting her money. I pay for both versions and I know some other people do to.