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okay even if we can understand the ex being pressured to give up on garam and pin all the blame on him in the past, why is he forcing it in the present? like girl, give it up! if you're really sorry give him space until he's ready to forgive you and if he really doesn't wanna, then go away. I dislike how he's being so insistent...
it's been so long I can't remember much but I believe the uke was some palace magician or something? he transformed into something (I think as a girl? not sure anymore). a knight/palace person discovered it and has sex with him to help with his problem. but another knight/palace person discovers the same issue and also sleeps with the uke to help him with it. there was a chapter where it was a threesome
sorry it's all so blurry but I remember there being a magician and him being involved in a love triangle/threesome later on.
edit: it was actually about a librarian!!! it's called this one
Nyotaika shita Boku wo Kishi-sama-tachi ga Nerattemasu
it's called Yarichin Senpai no Dakare Makura-kun - Sai Oshi to Hamerare Ecchi.
Details: https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/9jg2jlz/yarichin-senpai-no-dakare-makura-kun-sai-oshi-to-hamerare-ecchi
it's licensed in English but in Renta and Renta only. I'm interested in the summary and I'm willing to buy but I really can't. hah, so much stuff in Renta I'm barred from reading lol
Update:
So I finally bought it. Idk how to upload here and I couldn't be bothered to do it so if anyone's interested it's here
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16muNS5nMnKJBU8-S2EU6akMD7zv1R6eE?usp=drive_link
it was totally different from what I expected, but welp. Be warned, this has dubcon
If Renta isn't available in your region, maybe you could use a VPN and set the region to where the site is available? Some browsers like Opera have it built in for free and I think there are some free VPNs you could use too if that doesn't work. I'm sorry I don't have much advice, this is all I can think of. I wish you luck!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I'm not sure if it'll work cause it's a mobile app on playstore and google play and it's a region locked install. but I'll try it on PC if it's allowed, thanks!
Okay, apparently it wasn't really region-locked in PC but the signing in with Gmail is I never noticed when they added the other sign in options. Basically can use Renta now and bought it too.
Idk how to upload here so I just store it on my drive if anyone's interested
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16muNS5nMnKJBU8-S2EU6akMD7zv1R6eE?usp=drive_link
I was looking for this!! Thank you!!!
no problem!
Omg Ty! Will you keep uploading the NEXT chapters in the drive?
if it updates! I don't check sites religiously so it'll probably take me some time to remember if ever it does update lol
they're bound by fate that's why he's experiencing those misfortune until they get together. I'm calling it.