
"I lost." lost to what? On making him yours? On making him your play thing?
Perhaps on thinking that you could have him without developing feelings?
Its unclear what you lost to dude.
How is having Dan compare to losing.
You lost because you're actually thinking that you were selfish all those times for once in your life.
Who needs more groveling? I know I do because if this is all the development he's getting, it's horseshit. Oh that's right, he's horse face.

All I want is to JK own up and to face the consequences of his actions. I think the short time frame of two episodes wasn't enough. Him losing Dan, his championship(?) or team members at the gym, wasn't as satisfying. Some may say that's redemption enough, but is it?
I mean maybe the author is going with having it show how someone can get back up on their feet with hard work. JK healed quickly because he did his therapy. He never stopped training etc. And really what he needs to show is remorse and at least enough guilt to own up to his fuck ups. Asking for forgiveness etc to everyone he did wrong. Showing a changed man.
But definitely I think for Dan being the complete opposite in they both grew up poor and in very similar situations etc, yet having different reactions on how they handled their trauma is now, refreshing from what we see. Granted, JK did have horrible parents that beat and abused him or simply abaondoed him. Dan's parents are dead and he grew up with an old grandmother that showed him kindness. I'd like for Dan to have enough assertiveness. He isolates himself so much.
If his grandmother dies, I think if he learns to rely on others when he needs help, would be a nice touch. He doesn't need to face his shit alone.
My theory is that this is where it's gonna go. And minhwa is gonna make it where JK genuinely is kind and compassionate towards Dan, being the only one there for him when he feels most alone. Stubbornly helping him as Dan tries to push him away because he's alone.
I think if Minhwa does this sort of redemption, it'll be very similar to what happened in a danmei I am reading called Joyful Reunion. *SPOILER!!!!!!*
The ML treated the MC poorly and was angry often. He beat and would laugh at the MC when he somewhat torture him by healing his voice using poisons. The poisons would cause extreme pain and he'd laugh because everyone looked down on him (ML) and humiliate him, so now he had someone he could bully. Regardless, he still healed and saved the MC's life. But he goes through heaven and hell to protect him, grows soft and gentle with the MC. He had a very soft side anyway and always failed as an assassin because he was too soft, but hides it under his grumpy self.

So I read the raws and fukami was just playing video games. Fukami works part time for the guy in designing a character(??) And the neighbor is inspired by fukami for this character because fukami is cute and like a cat, and he teases saying he brought Fukami home like a stray.
They start talking about how kaji thought the neighbor is a bald old man, which that old man is the neighbors dad that steps in when the neighbor is gone. Kaji thought there was a female landlord, turns out the neighbor owns a female cat lol. The neighbor just thinks the couple's arguing is cute. But he's never dated a man, but it's not impossible(??) I have no idea about this part.
Kaji says he wants to live with his partner, and is wondering if same sex couples are okay to live together at those apartments, neighbor says yes that it's queer friendly apartments.
Fukami didn't see what he did wrong because he thinks home is just overal the building. He thought it's unnecessary to tell him about every little thing. As for the cousin part, I have no idea. Kaji says that if they live together from now on that their relationship should be build on trust (implying the trust is broken???) Fukami takes it like Kaji is saying he's not happy with them living together.
Kaji apologized for getting worked up and begins to leave. He stops his sentence midway and just doesn't complete his sentence. Fukami tells him to not do that and tell it to him straight, but kaji doesn't and leaves.
They make up by talking, and fukami sees it was childish to go to someone's home without saying anything. He should have told Kaji, and that it wasn't his intention to hurt him or lie to him. But if something bothers Kaji, to just let him know.
Kaji says that his past relationships have always been casual because he has fear and anger that never fades. He feels scared to hurt fukami because he's very important to him, and overall that it's Kaji's first time being like this.
Fukami is like "Wha? You should have said that sooner!"
As for Fukami, he says he thought kaji wanted to take a slower pace, but fukami left home and left his family; abandoning on taking care of them(?) If it was a mistake to move in, he wants to make a mistake with Kaji together and test things out even if things don't work out. At least he did it because he wanted to in a new place called home. (if living together is a mistake, he wants to work this mistake together with kaji)
Anyway. Then they shower together, make love and are intimate, sleep together in the same bed for 3 hours before they have to wake up the next day. Fukami wakes up to give him a goodbye kiss when Kaji is heading to work.
Thats what I understood by translating every bubble in the raws I bought. (^^)/

https://comic.k-manga.jp/title/180626/vol/21
I bought the raws. All volume 21 and 22. It was cheap.

100%! Hahahaha I'm glad I saved your plus hue children because I about went bald with how livid I was! I screamed "NOOOOO!" And scared the living daylights out of my coworker! ( ̄∇ ̄")
I swear... The rage was real! They're so cute, tho! T^T I still am salty about Fukami... I need to know the official translation so I can truly know what he said. I kinda got the gist of it, but it's not the same as having the official!
The best fucking chapters ever! XD somebody help me! Lolol
They're such dorks!