This is sad. But what's worse is that Samyeong truly meant well. He wanted CG to be happy and healthy. To look back at the first season and how awful SY was treated is just dispicable. I know CG suffered incredibly... But Samyeong did not deserve to be raped, coerced, kidnapped/held against his will, and have those around him killed.
It's so fucked up. To think CG went from blushing like this to full on raping him.
I'm just so angry and what happened in season 1... But I hate what happened to CG in S2. :(
I don't even know how or if this will be a HE. I just want SY to truly be happy.
I really like the concept of SHS feeling so deathly afraid of letting someone in. So deathly afraid of being abandoned after he's gotten so close to someone. It's so sad to see. It's so sad to see how badly he wants to be loved.
I love that YC was just that for him. That he pretty much bulldozed himself into SHS's life. He was patient and and let SHS be the one to decide to let him in.
However, the lack of communication went on for too long. I wish they had spoke more about SHS fears. About how SHS wants to know more about YC. I would have loved to see how if they had communicated all of this, and a little earlier on, how it would have resulted. I wonder if they trickled more communication about these things, if I would have loved it. I think so.
I wish they had less scenes of SHS just pushing him away. I wish they had less repeative scenes of texting. Then no texting. Wallow in self pity. YC going back to the way things were. It was just so repetitive.
I wanted to see YC talk as well. Open up and just stop clamming up too. We didn't see enough of how he felt, and I wish he communicated it more.









The way I'm fucking sobbing. I understand now why he went crazy obsessive and bat shit crazy. T^T this is so fucking sad! I can't! This doesn't excuse Chang Geon's evil behavior and being a shitty ruler... His assault.. Confining Samyeong! He didn't deserve this!
ㅁ "I don't want to be seperate from you... I... I fear living without you, hyungnim. I don't know if I can... live by myself... I'm afraid."
ㅁ "When you are afraid, believe in the years we spent in the strength of our tie. Believe in the fact that I believe in you."
Literally bawling my eyes out! This is so heartbreaking! 。°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°。
Chapter 40 is probably the saddest chapter in this whole story. I'm glad it implied what his brother forced him to do and didn't show it.
*lies in a fetal position crying*