You are actually pretty sane. I want her to feel the same pain Noah feels and have her sexually assaulted.....She is a disgusting thing. She can not be called human.
So you break up with him and tell him that its because he only used you, and then you suddenly want to get back together with him because "i can't do anything without you." He's not your fucking maid, you literally only want him back because it's convenient for you.
I'm actually very proud of Subin. Seeing him go from someone who was basically blinded by love and was fine with being treated like shit, to seeing him finally moving on and face his problems, is something i'm very happy about.
dude, it's not that deep..calm down
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