seungho is trying figure out what he actually wants i guess? he thought that he wants the sex but he actually wants the love nakyum has (or had?) for the learned sir. but nakyum rn is just trying to live and survive, thus being submissive to seungho, giving the sex he (and seungho) thought seungho wants but actually not :/
i hope seungho gets the character development faster so that nakyum won't get hurt anymore and feel like shit all the time. but he's a psycho idrk what to expect :((
well.. i can't say i'm surprised. seungho is confused with his feelings, like how can a noble like him, who never cares about anything else other than his own pleasure, fall for a low-born. he's bound to go back and forth. and starting from here, nakyum will get confused of both his and seungho's feelings. i'm curious of how the characters will develop and also how the assassination will affect the story hmmm hmmmm