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Damn you really thought about it, but a really interesting question. I believe I'd take chicken ramen (preferably pansit), mango juice and a cigarette.   2 reply

I binge-eat basically 24/7 bc I feel so empty without. Even though I'm so full and have the urge to throw up, I keep continuing stuffing myself with food- I hate that, but I can't stop. I'm not joking either, the more I refuse to eat something, the more anxious I get. It's hell. :')   reply

Man, I'm so grateful for a question like this... I feel you so hard... Tbh, it's quite exhausting when you just want to be loved and yearn for attention, but then also feel like you aren't worthy enough for everything. I hope that someone will come to me whom I have enough trust to think that he/she really loves me... and me him/her.   2 reply

I would be a M power uke, does that make any sense lol? I love being controlled and be in pain..., but I love teasing and have the Seme under me lol. Don't get me wrong, I've never had a relationship before, plus I can't even imagine having a bond with another, I would never feel fully accepted and good enough for other people lol. Maybe I'll try O......   3 reply

I would cry, laugh and then scream and cry again, because I really would want to know the experience of ejaculating lol, but I don't think that I find myself attractive as a guy. (even now sike) So probs just do the same thing, being in my room crying bc single forever and try it out :D   1 reply