Sa-in kept referring to the after sex personality. I have a feeling he was hurt badly by something along that line. That he doesn't even realize himself he's in love with doc. And through these encounters with doc he'll start to see that doc is doc truly before and after sex. I see big changes coming for sa-in and some serious healing because of doc, not just in his wrist.
We're can i find it on lehizen. I searched but not found
Mature content on Lezhin is available on the website or by manually installing the Android Lezhin Plus app (found via their website, not available in app stores) since content is censored on the normal Lezhin app found in an app store.
This is where to find both the content toggle and the download link in your menu on the website. https://ibb.co/0n8RpP2
I found chapter 4 but only in russian
http://yaoichan.me/manga/42477-hatsujou.html
Also first volume can be bought in its language off amazon. So far that's the only luck Iv had though
Well he became that bastard because of a pile of misunderstandings, it doesn't justify how he acted but I do get that with the mother he has, the life he lived and what he truly believed was going on around him, he acted out in a way I kinda understand now. And I believe that the two of them needed to separate and go through all of this to see what they truley felt and meant to each other. And because of it they may end up with a stronger more understanding of each other type of relationship. I know this is all over the place, I have a hard time putting in to words what I'm trying to say. And I get that me saying I understand why he became the jerk he was acting the way he did may not be a popular opinion but I just wanted to try and explain one view point
I remembered reading this on I think webtoon but the author stated there a season 2 in future. Has anyone heard anything on this.?