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So like I had this weird obsession with gore since I was a kid, it started when I was around 8 years old when I began watching happy tree friends, my friends found that show eerie but it was quite a comfort to watch idk why. After that when I find some trending murder or people being pulled off limb by limb I begin searching for it until I find it, and I find it amusing, to be honest. Listening to podcasts where they describe the death of a person specifically is satisfying to me, if people have those Mukhang ASMR typa stuff to relax to I have my podcast and gore vids to listen to and watch for relaxations. and ik what I'm about to say next is kinda not normal, but when I see a person or meet one I would often think of the ways they would die at that moment and how they would look like while it happens, like their eyes rolling out; their brains exploding; their intestines gushing out yk? AND IK THIS KINDA OFF TOPIC BUT I'M AFRAID OF HORROR SHIT BUT NOT THE STUFF I MENTIONED !!!!HELP LOL