FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! July 2, 2024 2:58 pm

I stand by my 5☆ ratings for this manhwa. I normally will not tolerate a flawed story, but I loved this story's imperfections - the characters, plot, plot holes, even the rushed ending. With that out of the way, the bittersweet farewell from the author tugged at my heartstrings as it seems we really will never see them again. I wish them all the best and hope they decide to bless us once more with one of their masterful writing and art.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 30, 2024 12:22 am

Three things I love about this story...
1. The art - outstanding
2. The translation - splendid
3. Baeksa - Diva-ine
The hiatus can last as long as it wants, but I know it'll be over before jesus comes. I will be here waiting.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! July 6, 2024 12:31 pm

Idk, but if someone showed me a DNA report that they are the father of my child, the least I'd want to do is conduct a DNA test myself to see if they are lying or not. Ji Ran should have at least done a DNA test himself which would have cleared that issue. He can then start investigating how the child came to be. Seems simple to me, but then again, this is a manhua and we have to endure a drawn out misunderstanding to get to the ending.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 29, 2024 12:27 pm

It's mind boggling how someone will think sharing such a shitty upload will be received with appreciation and thanks. We already have a regular, reliable uploader of the officials who posted a notice that they will upload the sides. Worst case, we wait another week or 2 for the official upload. 2 weeks wait will NOT, I repeat, will NOT kill anybody. We're all NOT going anywhere, so, we can wait. Upoloading shit like this is a thankless job, and I'd suggest you spend your time on more productive things instead.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 23, 2024 5:26 pm

For me, this is one of the most beautifully written story of broken love that I have ever read. What's unravelling with every chapter for Seonho is a lack of self-worth. We see his pain of loving Yoonho, someone so good for him, yet, he's conflicted because he can't look past how he doesn't deserve Yoonho. So, instead, he chooses "self-harming" with destructive options like returning to Gyeol. What's good about this story is that Yoonho although also obsessive and toxic, genuinely loves Seonho and does not intend to let go without a fight. However, their extreme behaviours show they are like fire and fuel, so, they are not necessarily good for each other.

Honestly, if they go their separate ways in the end, it will not surprise me as I think it's the best outcome for them.

    french toast June 28, 2024 7:07 am

    in chap1 yoonho is in therapy so def something will happen in the s3 where they would part ways. i honestly think suyeon will die or smthing. its more tragic that way

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 23, 2024 12:27 pm

I'm so grateful that we finally have the official version of the discontinued artwork uploaded here. The fan translation we had before was a hodge-podge from different translators. Having the officials now uploaded from chapter one means I can reread for a consistent, accurate translation and then, continue with the new artwork once they start uploading. Thanks again Kaoru.

    kaoru June 24, 2024 12:08 pm

    You're welcome :)

    I also hope the official will continue the new chapter asap (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    bLackwoLf23 June 27, 2024 1:56 pm
    You're welcome :)I also hope the official will continue the new chapter asap (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ kaoru

    me too I'm still kinda anxious to the last chapter where it was left off, i wanna see cole ass got beat up by felix coz he messed with the wrong family specially mah baby BENJAMIN
    (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 20, 2024 6:45 pm

I love the art so much, my goodness. It's so beautifully detailed and I can't get over how much attention the artist pays to Chaeheon's facial expressions when he's turned on. It's packed full of emotions that one doesn't typically see in semes. The artist consistently shows Chaeheon's involuntary reactions, twitches, helplessness to Jeongyun's unexpected and clumsy flirtiness. Definitely a treat.

    greyghost13 June 22, 2024 11:08 pm

    Most of the time in BL, so much focus seems to be on the uke, which is ok......but nothing cranks like watching a seme's face emote.....ahh...so good....:)(▰˘◡˘▰)

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 20, 2024 6:12 pm

I love my messy, toxic, angsty, predictable drama and this one is giving me all that. So, definitely my cup of tea. As to who I'm rooting for? yup, the toxic brother. At least, he's not sus like his likely closeted brother. Plus, fastest fingers first. He liked the goods and took, don't see anything wrong with that - at all.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 19, 2024 1:01 am

HELPPP!! I am not getting any update notifications for Dear Benjamin!! Is anyone else experiencing the same problem?

    Misaki June 19, 2024 3:38 am

    Same!!! I just decided to come on here and saw there were chapters added. Maybe the uploader just forgot to hit the all notification button for everyone.

    Kazz0.0 June 19, 2024 8:05 am

    This happens the uploader probably uploaded the chapters a few seconds ago it takes time for you to get the notifications I believe it's the same thing with any other app

    FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 19, 2024 8:56 am
    This happens the uploader probably uploaded the chapters a few seconds ago it takes time for you to get the notifications I believe it's the same thing with any other app Kazz0.0

    That's not the issue because I have not received any notification for the 2 days that the new uploads. I resubscribed but that didn't help. I now have to keep it permanently opened on my browser so that I can keep checking myself.

    kaoru June 20, 2024 12:19 am

    Sorry, I'm re-uploading the official chapter but I didn't turn on the notification, since I just thought they would be annoyed since they were expecting the new chapter (from the new artist) rather than the official chapter :(

    Misaki June 20, 2024 1:42 am
    Sorry, I'm re-uploading the official chapter but I didn't turn on the notification, since I just thought they would be annoyed since they were expecting the new chapter (from the new artist) rather than the off... kaoru

    Thank you for letting me know!!! Do you know what chapter the new art begins?! I'm hearing a lot of different things on here.

    FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 20, 2024 7:54 am
    Sorry, I'm re-uploading the official chapter but I didn't turn on the notification, since I just thought they would be annoyed since they were expecting the new chapter (from the new artist) rather than the off... kaoru

    Please turn on the notifications because this is the first time the officials are being uploaded here. The previous upload is the fan translation and as it's been so long, most people will want to start all over anyway. Really appreciate it.

FUCK OFF WITH YOUR SPOILERS! June 18, 2024 4:17 pm

Seeing this story continue in my lifetime is like Jesus came! Awesome story that deserves a second chance and so glad it did. I will be savouring every chapter like it's new. Thanks Kaoru for uploading.

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