I listened to the blcd and mayas voice was SO DEEP I was shooketh! He was like a different person
they are on ebay. They used to be all over youtube and dailymotion back a couple years ago. Here's a link of the a short scene https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BZt00kkVS4
if you cheat WITH someone you're just as guilty. He is the Jordyn Woods of the kardashian situation lol XD I do appreciate Jiang's words though at the end. When he told him not waste his time with him and that he was still young enough to find someone new. I wonder what he said to him in France though.
After rereading the novel, I feel the saddest part was when Zhishu found out about his lover having a date in France with his side hoe- lemme tell you why-
Zhishu's dream was to travel the world, and he never did, because he was too poor. He always read books about traveling.
So the fact that Jiang is most likely touring France and having fancy dinner dates while Zhishu is all home alone just breaks my heart. And Zhishu just ends up sobbing.
Another reason- In the novel, after Zhishu found out about his affair in France, he goes to the grocery store and on the way home he falls and scrapes his knee. He feels like no one cares for him, and he picks up the groceries and wobbles home alone. During this time Ai isn't returning his calls either. This scene just hurts my heart. While Jiang is busy touring with the side hoe, Zhishu is hobbling home, with an illness. What did he do to deserve being in an abusive relationship?
It's so sad.
It's up to chapter 26 only - but this group translates very fast.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/186819155-the-decade-of-deep-love-english-version-bl-novel
I would love a chapter where the seme just analyzes his past behavior, since he knows he has cancer now and he also knows Zhishu knew about his affairs the whole time.
Just a chapter where he remembers how sad Zhishu was and really just realizes how much pain he put him through.