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I think the clue goes on here :
- sota warning
- grandma's note : 'i didn't do that" and "i thought the dream will end" (i don't understand this part when he suddenly awake didn't the dream suppose to be gone. But she say like if mc know the truth then the dream it will gone. As if he can't cure his amnesia if he cured there will be no dream anymore)
- someone who pat mc
- their mother put pil on their food
- everyone they know at the hospital always want to suicide??? Their dad, and then their mom and then his friend? And how it can coincidence that someone will stop them. Or they didn't have courage to jump. So they come by everyday?
- also that was strange that his friend bully him.. didn't it happened after he was amnesia in the dream.. so it suppose to be mc only that bully him. Cuz when his friend revenge it appear on dream only. So it didn't exist in the real life. But, when his friend want to suicide he mention that he regret he bullied mc.
- the car accident (still didn't give full scene of it)
- sota room
- sota whereabout (i kinda didn't think sota still alive or even exist in that family somehow he was like an anomally)
- the grandpa and his alzheimer
- the dream about amnesia.

I think this story is will be more twist and twisted.. what if they all died? Or what if they still in the accident scene and trying to survived. But got trap on that dream. Also why mc still forget things when he was awake. Isn't the amnesia thing, was just a dream? Then why he didn't got all his memory back. And why his mom that angry when mc mention sota if sota still alive, is that cuz he was the reason they all go to and accident or cuz he was dead.

I think all of them still trapped on the dream.. cuz all of it didn't make sense at all. Also where did they get the hospital budget? They are poor, the mom and dad look like jobless.