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Umm the seme barely blush. It's a no. It feels like only uke that head over heels. Sorry, yeah he is green flag and pour mc with affection. But still, the blush thing is needed. It make me feels seme only do his responsibility out of love and only enjoyed the sex. I don't feel the love and excitement.
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It just opinion tho. It just seem uke that more excited on their relationship. Seme just chill.
It just feel weird that he always has calm face all time. It hard to explain ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. Well i don't say he doesn't love him. But he just look like it. And on recent chapter when somebody start hugging seme. Uke also doubt their relationship.
What i want to say iss.. how uke expressing his feeling and seme is so different. I can see uke love seme. But it hard to see seme love mc (it not just the blush, it also how seme haven't open with his story or not even say how he can love the mc) all i can see is how he want to take responsibility cuz their first night.
Blush, excitement on his love, how he want to always with mc, etc.
Well that aside maybe i'm missing memories of reading it haha. Since it just update recently i just read the last chapter. So maybe i did missed his excitement of love. But well i'm not that interested to reread again.
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Apperently i think the novel just go round the circle. I mean they will solve the problem easily if that ML believe mc has chip on his brain. I mean man, why they didn't run in the first place if they don't have chips, secondly the thugs go that far to castrated them. Three, mc even mention it. Why he didn't believe or research it. Ughh. AND WHEN THEY TRACKED Mc easily. He still don't believe mc words. Ugh he better do research and stop lazy butt around. Currently chpter 27.i just found ml annoying. And mc personality too
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I've read ch 39.4 the latest I've read.. he doesn't believe at first because he trust Kang Giha who said that yaba might said random stuff/nonsense because he was sick and must eat the meds given by Giha so Yiseok believe because of that. Yes he will do the research about that stuff. Mostly that stuff explained in the future chapter of the novel, it was kinda heart-wretching for me to read, but yeah.
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Even so.. if the thug can go that far. He should not take mc words lightly. It rage me when mc afraid to dead. But he thinking that mc just say nonsense. And don't want to let mc go. They even mention the kidnapping. Do he think they doing some free work to thug cuz they want and they're eunuch? It took 29 chapter for him to realize. I almost dropped it how it goes around circle from chapter 1 to 28.
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Uhh lemme see, but this is just my own general opinions and if you happen to dislike, I apologise early here. I have done really deep thinking lol so don't hate me okay for this discussion.
(From the novel story)
First, ML doesn't have interest in whatever dirty jobs paradiso has because he came there for songs n other stuff. He doesn't know much about Yaba before yaba told his real name except from Giha which he was trying to twist some facts so ML won't get sus. But after known yaba ( I know we readers oredy got so much info) ML start to know more abt Paradiso n his concern at first was his bro but then, since he get addicted to Yaba's voice, he start to focus on Yaba alone, which finally took him to realize something wrong.
(My thoughts)
It REALLY was a long journey but honestly, I enjoyed the rollercoaster emotions while reading. Yes, it's frustrated for some but it made more interested to read ( maybe coz I haven't read novel for a long time) why complicated the stories to make it long? Well, most people would enjoyed this kinda stuff and more people getting interested to read this.
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It's okay tho. It just it kinda frustating that mc must suffered a lot and many misunderstanding.
Tbh, either ML or kang giha didn't deserve MC. I also dumbfound when know ML was the owner. he didn't know mc got chipped well he don't know as well they been castrated if his cousin didn't mention it. So ur opinion about ML didn't give a fk about paradiso is right. Since he is the one sponsoring and didn't care how the business go. It just disappointing that he was the ML. Yeah MC finally got better. But it was too long or too slow. I want mc be badass on his own. Not cuz he is crazy or dull or cuz he has bad as boyfriend. But just the way he is, he stand on his own foot.
Omg i just read raw i think this have potential. ML is abusive and can't control.his temper. Buttt.. he didn't rape mc and didn't abuse mc.
bar is in hell fr
Oh God the bar is so low
Wdym? I mean ML kinda look like some mafia (i dunno he is mafia or something lol or gangster) so he kinda punch ppl sorry if u guys misunderstand it. And he also cared for mc. He protect mc when he got kidnapped and also when mc got hurt by his underling he mad. maybe i should put better word hmm.. I'm sure ML is half green flag (but not half red flag) it just he is not rlly good since ugh he do it with beta (like prostitute maybe?, but i think he stop recently), tho there's no chapter about ML do with beta. mc just mention it, so I dunno ML did have s3x with them or not. Well u just need to read raw.
What I'm glad for this manhwa is there's no rape thing or abuse mc. And also boss x secretary dinamic also (alpha x omega)
Cuz BL these day have plot like that (rape, sad mc background, abusive parent, abusive seme, etc)
Well i should put this on my first comment lmao. I just too lazy to write it down. Sorry for ppl who misunderstood it. ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
To summarize why i said it have potential :
- no rape things
- no abuse mc
- interesting plot & story
- have a bit humour
it’s a low bar because it shouldn’t be rare to find these things in a story about two people literally falling in love the fact that the ML does rape or abuse the MC shouldn’t be worthy of a sticker. it should be common practice, but korea still heavily sexualizes the abuse of their partners. especially when it comes to their manwhas
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