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How old am I? I've lost the count of time. What year is it? what day is it? The month? I'm unsure now. Everything around me is changing and I am unable to keep up. when was the last moment I was happy? Time keeps creeping up on me yet I am unable to die. My soul feels like its withering away as time passes yet I'm still here. An empty shell. No emo......