
i actually like how this whole dynamic was portrayed as dark and toxic, and not as something romantic or normal ,, it'd be a thing if they both were into it, but the top was literally forcing himself
i wish this was longer and had a deeper plot insight like, i want to know what's the bottom backstory and what led him/triggered him to be the way he is, what the ultimate breaking point would be, etc.
there's a lot of toxic yaoi, but little of them that actually acknowledge how fxcked up it can be ( ̄∇ ̄")
big plus that bottom is gorgeous !! make long~ish haired men a thing please lol no more low taper fade

this!! the whole part where the top articulated how it wasnt sex and instead was violent masturbation with him as a human dildo was really sad but really impactful imo. no glamorization, they acknowledge it was dehumanizing. definitely shouldve had more chapters to fully flesh out their relationship
I'm too deep into this to drop it now but damn are we getting at something someday or