
i really did not like the older brother, when he lashed out and said "everything would be fine if you didn't exist"..ok i get it, he wasn't in the right mind set for some reason, it happens, but then not apologizing after and letting it go unresolved for how many years?!? is stupid, its understandable why the little brother thinks the way he does. but then when the seme tells him about how his brother feels bad for all the bad things he did, and expecting the uke to understand, i seriously did not like :(
well, this is just my thoughts on my interpretation of the manga though xD

he was barely a kid himself , think about it -.- he lashed out. u say alot of stuff when u angry/stressed u dont mean

well i dont want to defend him but there are people that are arkward with this things. feeling sorry but not being able to apologize. but i wished he would have been a little gentler to let him understand that he didnt mean it

Yeah, but the point is that he never apologized. I mean, he KNEW what he did was wrong, that's why he complained about it to Takatsuki, but to not apologize to the wrong party and let it fester like it wasn't important? That was wrong.

my brother did some horrible things to me, physically and verbally. Like slap me in the face 'hard' if I didn't accompany him playing play station, forcing me to eat grass straight from the lawn, telling me that I was adopted when I was a kid (and heck I cried to my mother straight away) and such, he did never apologize and I understand because he's awkward, and ever since our relationship did get awkward, y'know even when we're under the same roof we've never really talk to each other. But don't get me wrong we're on really good terms despite the awkwardness. I don't resent him because I understand him. My brother got his reasons and though it got to do with my father being such a jerk, beating, and raging every single day (don't get me wrong again I love my dad very much, and he's trying so hard to change himself which is why I'm proud of him, and my mother is an amazing mother because she's a strong woman that can tame my dad lol). I know that my brother regret the things he did, and even for all the shitty things he did to me he's still my brother and I support him. So I understand the brother's feelings in this manga quite alright. not that I'm righting his wrong, it's just I understand. And I'm writing a diary here lol (and share a little of my journey if that's alright with ya folks :D )

yeah, i never went through anything like that, but I feel like I can relate to your brother anyway, cause I think similarly(but maybe not - i don't want to be presumptuous.)
if i do something bad that I know I should apologize for, often times i feel so guilty and shameful about it that I wish it had never happened - to the point that I ignore the topic completely if I can, and may never end up apologizing, but i never forget it either.
i just hope the person wasn't hurt as badly as i might imagine (cause sometimes that's happened too, and i apologize when they weren't hurt at all, and it's awkward)
also, I used to be really sensitive as a kid (and i guess i still am), but it was embarrassing to be so emotionally invested in things that other people didn't seem to take seriously, so i tried my best to grow out of it
basically, revealing any sensitive emotions makes me feel vulnerable; like "casting your pearls before swine" kind of thing; like someone's going to slap the chocolate-chip cookie out of your hand if you ever bring it out to try to eat it.
and if you were going to give them that cookie as a gift, it feels ten-times worse
lol! now I'M writing an online journal!

Exactly my thoughts!! There are some things you shouldn't say to another human being, even more so if s/he is a child, no matter how fu**ed up your situation is!! What i really hate about his older brother is not about apologizing part. But that, he never even bothered to TRY to mend their relationship. Just asking your friend to take care of your brother & sending money is not everything. From other people's statements here i do understand that they might have undergone similar situations but at least their relatives tried. But in this manga i don't see that happening.

This Manga was really sweet and cute, but for something really hardcore, like rape hardcore, and still have a good ending, i recommend [ROM-13/ NARI] One Piece dj – Spit Out Your Soul [Eng]. I mean apart from the rape, it is really really good! i think the story was really unique and original! i Seriously loved the story! <3 please read it!
ah, but its not on mangago i don't think, just copy and paste " [ROM-13/ NARI] One Piece dj – Spit Out Your Soul [Eng] " into google and it should come up, the webpage hosting the manga is myreadingmanga.
So if anyone does read it, please let me know what you feel about it~

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kizudarake_no_airabuyuu/tr/106032/page/133/
The onii-chan from this story!~~ ahhahh~ i seriosuly love him!~ So caring!~ While crying he says to his lil brother, "i'd rather murder you and kill myself" xD ahahha LOVE HIM!!~~ <3

hahaha then after the lil brother escapes xD
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kizudarake_no_airabuyuu/tr/106032/page/135/
haha damn it! the onii-san is so loving xD

Man, seriously...after reading all these really good once piece DJ about Sanji and Zoro, i'm starting to see their gay flirting in the anime!~ ahahha and i love it~ its seriously so cute! Sanji always getting excited over girls, and then Zoro getting jealous and saying mean things to him, just so he gets Sanji's attention~~ ahhhhhh~~ even though there's probably nothing like that in the anime, i just can't help but see it xD haha I'm so thankful for SanjixZoro BL DJ <3
:D :D :D :D

There is a drama CD for this!~ Well, for Tomomis sex scene from chapter 6, and omg...it seriously sounds so hot! Tomomi sounds so erotic in it!~~ Tomomi's voice is so cute and you even here the thrusts and everything! Highly recommend you listen to it~

AH!!~ i found in with a different users account the link is;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pulY3cpXk-Y
Enjoy!~~ <3
^3^

If you want to see the manga+drama cd edit for this one, Roby-san has done it in her blog, you can find it here: http://dramadreamingmanga.blogspot.it/2013/11/akiyama-kun-mcd.html
Don't forget to thank her!!

i mean the story has yet to develop enough, and they already start doing it?! so messed up! gah!!~~ i don't know how to express my discontent right!!!~ T^T

Sometimes sexual intercorse turns into love, in fact they say that sexual desire should come first. Not like it's more important but it leads to a healthy relationship. :)

@FujoshiFox....i..i...i tried to read all of them, but i just couldn't bring my self to read the avengers one >.< ( i loves the Movie!!) and......all the others... i could not finish them, well except for the free dj.
just....no.....they were too much for me to handle....i feel so scarred...i..now...cannot unsee what i've just read.... TTTT__TTTT these mangas are so not manga (more like just full manga porn?)...well maybe except for No.4 since it sort of had a back story. but the others...just.no.
i did not enjoy them..well maybe i did sort of enjoy fate/zero a little in the beginning, but then after he penetrated...i started to not like it as much D:......yeah....these mangas are truly..."unique" and by every means, messed up!
so was Ando in any of the other mangas written by this mangaka? and was he actually a father? this is what i interpreted from this page http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hatsukoi_no_atosaki/mh/v01/c004.5/7/
so was he sleeping with miyama while he had a family? or was the son in that picture just tomomi's son?
I think that the boy on the picture was son of Tomomi and Tamachi. Maybe we will see another manga - Ando and that boy as a main characters. I would like to see that. But not as shota. SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH. I'M NOT GOOD AT WRITING
and i think that mama don't like straight guys so he wouldn't sleep with married man
miyama
No, in arashi no ato he says that he done it with hetero
ooooh!~ i never thought of that! hahaha xD i see how that fits, they both have children with them, ah~ that makes so much more sense now! i think you may be right :D