
I don't know why maybe cause it's been some time since I last read it I'm not mad at this anymore XD
They're probably gonna be all together the two semes get to be family and uke will never be alone and I will have amnesia about all the ways they hurt him in the past and believe that they truly regret it and are never going to hurt him again
I mean it's already an omegaverse it doesn't get more fictional than that so I can just believe in them ヽ(˘◡˘)ノ

I kinda finally get it
Yeonjoo had nothing to live for before his revenge so the thoughts of this person became the only thing giving him hope( even if about killing him it's still the feelings associated with these thoughts are already mixed feelings)
Then comes the revenge in order to fool his enemy he has to get his own feelings in check which means eventually he had to actually let go of hate but what he didn't consider is that our brain is kinda stupid and it believes whatever you give it whether fake or real
So somewhere in the journey of revenge he let go of hate and even with moments of clarity his heart and his feelings started to heal so he could experience happy moments playing and making a friend after ages and the body craves happiness after so many years of hardship
I think if the poisoning happened before the healing he wouldn't have saved the servant and just took his revenge and died like he planned to but when you let go of hate even if just a little, you change! You can't just let innocent people die. Also hate is one of those things that if there's a crack in it if it doesn't consume you whole you start questioning the feeling like is it really necessary? And technically speaking it wasn't the seme's fault he is a military general and he strictly takes orders from his king. What he's doing now is completely on him but Yeonjoo's parents dying are just political shit and technically the king's fault.
I don't know where the story will go from here but I trust in the author at delivering a good story (hopefully they overthrow the government and take revenge on the king but idk XD )

Also Zigril is one of those toxic people that you just can't hate... not only pretty privilege is real he's also very suave with it like the attitude is hot... aaaaand he's pretty with his words most of the time... like this master manipulator be manipulating us as the audience also
I'm not complaining though i love toxic shit in stories ┗( ︶﹏︶ )┛
I still can't fully trust this depressed self deprecating stupid hoe I secretly wish the original agio would possess him if he attempts something stupid again but I'm tremendously proud of him for burning that place down that's a huge step(ꈍᴗꈍ)