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Sooo im not caught up with the updates but I'm so confused on what should I feel...
You know it was fucked of him to drug the mc... in fact so unnecessary that it makes things even more fucked... but at the end of the day however much he is fucked in the head he's still weirdly likable to me..it could be because the mc always feels respected and loved next to him and I want that for him... but also because he feels like a real person unlike the alpha, he's so blank
Man but at the end of the day they're both trash... fucking hell I want betaxomega ending at leat once in my lifetime and just when I found an omega seme that was interesting he had to be ruined like this by his creator... You just don't come back from drugging someone when the other love interest option isn't a criminal just a jerk...
Can't mc just ditch them both find himself a nice flowershop or bookstore owner omega with a warm and puppy personality and live happily ever after? Bro get away from these chaebols they be crazy in the head
Sadly I don't think it's gonna happen here though like the author clearly sees the alpha as redeemable and most likely the end game and I think he is redeemable... I've accepted worse seme redemption arks but I don't know he's just unlikable as a character like he very much doesn't feel like a person with thoughts and feelings and ambitions on his own. We got the omega back story how he's been mistreated for being an omega and seen as lesser and he got revenge yet felt conflicted about his father's death like that's real he's also a very new concept in the omegavese context for wanting to be a top and all... but the alpha... this character just doesn't feel relatable in anyyyy sense whatsoever... I tried I really did just meh.
So I don't know I love the mc's character so much that it feels like a waste if he ends up with any of these two... this makes me crave our sunny days
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So I just binged the whole thing
Ocd bro is so hot idc give him to me he could melt me anytime and I'd say thank you dear taein
Also why is the mc sooo pretty like HOW (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I wanna be able to draw a character that's this pretty alllllll the time doing anything (/TДT)/ And ml is really pretty too in a vampire kinda way I wanna eat the art it's so delicious
The plot is also like... perfect (/TДT)/ it's not often you get the yaoi classic traits and a full on Shonen plot I'm in love (/TДT)/
Can anyone please educate me... does that thing really hurt that much? Like isn't it kinda like the medical one? Which yes hurts but not this dramatically right? Or does it feel different because the dick is hard? I don't have a penis so I'm genuinely curious
I might be completely wrong, but besides the fact that he likes pain and yes I think the urethra is very sensitive. Also it goes straight to the prostate so it's so intense it's painful. But besides that, the bottom likes to be forced or the illusion of being forced so the things he's saying might be exaggerating because it gets him off more.
No, it doesn't hurt that much. It's less painful than a medical catheter, and touching the prostate with it is supposed to be pleasurable.
Yeah I figured his dramatic ass might be faking it thanks
Oooh even less painful interesting thanks
Typically sounding is actually more painful than catheters. Most catheters are probably slightly wider than a beginner sized sound, and they do go farther (all the way to the bladder), but they’re usually flexible and much softer than a metal rod. They’re also typically inserted when the penis is only partially/ half hard which makes it easier.
Sounds are rigid metal so it leads to more risk of injury and more discomfort.
In this scenario especially , the bottom is inexperienced, and they’re using an *unlubricated* normal sized metal sound so it would definitely be painful and burn/ sting. Plus top didn’t seem to allow the alcohol to dry enough before inserting so that would add to the stinging. But idk if it would be to the extent mc is making it out to be. He likes leaning into the pain and crying about it.
Oooooh interesting thanks