why i continue reading this manhwa when jooin will probably (clearly, like,,,100% sure) end up with yahwi with a half assed excuse of his shitty treatment to jooin as part of his past trauma and is then overlooked because they’ve actually been friends since they were young and he’d probably become the hero against cain who will clearly become the bad, manipulative, gaslighting person (actually yahwi) later in the story and their reincarnation arc will prove to be useless and pointless since his dick will probably never be touched by jooin
why is this porn giving me too much unreasonable anxiety,,,