Also on a totally unrelated subject I like to think that the photos crangela is talking about in the end are the illustrations of dai and jaehee we get to see throughout the story... like some of the clothes and environments just dont look like they are from korea? Idk could be my heart desperately trying to convince my brain that they he ends up finding dai in america ;;-;;
Eunhyung,,,,, just.... everything she said hit me REAL HARD
"Why do adults assume everything is ok because of good grades?" <-- this. JUST. THIS
THIS MADE ME CRY A LOT
THIS IS ONE WUOTE I'LL FUCKING REMEMBER
Because i can relate to her so much..... my life so far has just been so fucking similar to hers. Except for the gang bang part.. I was merely fingered.. but even tho it happened when I was young I can still remember the fucking feeling of those fingers. Its just disgusting.. and unbearable. To this day i cant touch or let any guy touch me.. girls are kinda ok if it's on my hands only. Even I get grossed out if I have to scratch or clean my genitals,, hell I cant even BEGIN TO IMAGINE HOW BEING GANG BANGED FEELS LIKE?
But you know what's fucking worse? It's that everyone just assumes you're OK because you got dem straigh As at school. My parents didnt believe me when i told them It wasnt normal that i couldnt talk to boys, they didnt believe me when i said I had problems speaking to people. They just automatically assumed everything was fine because I am top of my class. fucking tried to cut my veins more times than I heard them shame me for getting an average mark of being too "shy"
But all i do is get good marks cause that's what a good girl does right? she fucking OBEYS THE RULES and doesnt have a mind of her own
"why is the first one proud while the second one has to live her whole life in shame? " because the first one is the bad bitch who broke free of those fucktard's crazy ass boxes they want us to fit in.
And the good kids? There's no freedom for people like me, like us, because as long as we do well in school, we are FINE.
We're gonna live a good life... as long as everyone approves of us, we're on the right track. Doesnt matter hoe many times you cut yourself as long as people dont see it,, doesnt matter how many times you smoke or do drugs. No one saw shit, right?
So keep going
You're fine
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Reading this again I just noticed n°4 slides in front of him so he could hide him,,, and they all walk together to make sure no one sees him crying
MHA FEELINGS AAAAA
This author's art is so sensual even chapters with no sex scenes make me "feel" something.
All the little details and gestures the characters make are gonna be the end of me ;;-;;