I shoooould have waaaaiteeedd til there were mooooore CHAAAPTERRRS UGH. Is it fucked up? Yes. Am I in love with it? YES.
I’m only still reading this just cause I feel like I’m in too deep to stop. IVE SUNK SO MANY MONTHS OF MY LIFE INTO THIS SHIT. I HATE THIS. Jaekyung you are. In fact. A bitch.
Sure the seme so far is def NOT the greatest guy…but as far as BL goes he’s actually a less red flag than a bunch I’ve had the displeasure of reading. He’s at least trying to make things better, and omg CONSENT IS KING! NOT FORCING YOUR PARTNER IS KING! LOOKING AT THEIR BODY LANGUAGE AND TAKING IT UPON YOURSELF TO STOP CAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE THEYRE IN PAIN IS KING!!! Like Ik this fr the bare minimum but once again in the BL world it’s unfortunately not the norm :’) The sex in this is a little more realistic which I like (although I feel bad for our poor uke who was just tryna deal with it ). I’m excited to see where this story goes and so far at least it looks like its going a good route (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I am LIIIVING for the mutual craziness. They are so down bad for each other.
I’m living for the irl interactions WE EATING GOOOOD
GET AWAY FROM MY BABY YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!! HOW DARE YOU!?! (╬￣皿￣)凸 I will kill you personallt with my bare hands if Sohan can’t bring himself to do it. GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!!!
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Twenty times and THEN LOST COUNT?!!! To have this good of a memory of how everything up to the current point has played out step by step must mean our poor boys have been threw this about a hundred times if not more :’). I’m glad our hoyunie put it together and everything is kind of out there, now I’m DYYYYING to get a glimpse into one of their past runs- or better yet their first run! THIS STORY IS TOO DAMN GOOOD IM SO EXCITED literally cannot fucking wait for this gem to return for season 2.
Cute as usual can’t wait for him to be past 30% eventually!!!! Plus the baby pic thing KILLED ME that was so random???
It’s pretty obvious at this point that everytime our precious Hoyunie dies our ML regresses back with him. Not sure why or how obviously but it seems pretty obvious.
Now think about it, if you and the person you liked kept regressing back to the beginning everytime they died, you’d be fucking stressed mkay? You’d be confused n scsred, especially if the person you liked DIDNT REMEMBER that happening?
Our ML was so comfortable during the beginning because they had clearly done that part of the school god knows how many times at that point. He knew where the zombies were gonna be, how the survivors were going to act, where to get food and which places to be. Now (as he’s said) they’ve reached a point he hasn’t gotten to that many times so far. We can only assume that our Hoyun had died an unimaginable amount leading up to the part we are now. As Hoyun said, the banquet hall most likely has a lot of zombies. With our MLS flashback it’s pretty obvious that is the truth, and likely the reason our ML is so on edge. With that many zombies in just 3 stories of a building, that’s unpredictable asf with so many different possible outcomes. Plus judging from how clearly SCARED and NERVOUS our ML is, I take it that they’ve never made it past that part of the school, that something terrible always happens to Hoyun, and that they haven’t even made it that far enough times to even get a grasp on how things will work out.
For those of you saying “COMMUNICATION” “TALK IT OUT”. First of all, would YOU believe someone if they said “hey btw every time you die this whole thing restarts so just do as I say and you’ll live” ??? Cause I wouldn’t. That would sound like crazy talk. Second of all, I’m sure he’s tried the talking it out route in the past but we all know Hoyun, he doesn’t like to listen . He probably just went ahead on his own anyways? Who knows! That’s the beauty of this story, we’re getting more and more sneak peaks into the past and I cannot wait to see everything come to light.
And for those of you who are upset at our ML cause he’s “angry” and “scary” and “so mean” for no reason??? THERE IS CLEARLY A REASON???? I would be stressed asf too!! Σ( ￣□￣||)
Call me crazy but for the last like 4 updates istg it’s just been the same chapters over n over??? I have read that fuckin orchid smashing one at LEAST twice or three times ong because I KNOW I got multiple notifs for it just for it to be the same chapter I had read the previous update?? And the baseball one I have read twice. No I did not read it on any other site, I don’t trust other sites. Did I see the future? Did I make it all up? Or is it just my personal mangago fucking shit up??? ┗( T﹏T )┛HELP I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING IT
okay so I take back my initial thoughts like p much everyone else in this comment section. I thought it was going to be the typical ‘uke is dominated/controlled by over-obsessed seme’ but I guess it is not!
I have so many issues with the uke bro. First of all you’re a grown man only with an 18 year old for your own selfish reasons. You like how it feels to be wanted, liked, and validated, not our black haired coo-coo beauty, aight? Secondly, you literally saw our boy GET MORE N MORE INSECURE, you KNOW his abandonment issues/familial issues, you KNOW he struggles with day to day things that seem simple but he was never taught, and you go and make everything worse by lying and flipping everything around onto HIM? Acting like HE’S the problem? It seems to me that a lot of his crazy-ness could have been diminished if the uke just fucking communicated? And like an adult SHOWED him how that stuff usually goes??? The seme waited for him at home like he was asked, he only went out searching after all of his texts and calls were ignored. That’s pretty reasonable to me?? And he didn’t barge in, he waited outside, that’s pretty fucking respectful if you ask me.
So yeah, I kind of fucking understand why shit escalated so much, I understand how our seme got misguided and how his feelings got fucked up and twisted. Obviously he’s psycho, but I wish he could have met someone who could actually love him and not be embarrassed of him. I feel like he’d be a little healthier that way. I guess we’ll see how this plays out (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
IDK WHERE TO EVEN BEGIN. The art is just top fucking tier everyone is drawn so perfectly. The STORY LINE!? Okay- normally I can’t really get into ones that start with cross dressing when the other person doesn’t know they’re cross dressing cause then it makes the romance feel a little odd for me personally, but the author does a FANTASTIC JOB at making Yoonsung express himself in the way that you KNOW he isn’t comparing the two versions of our MC, that he loves our boy AS our boy!! And when he fell in love with him as a girl, he fell in love with him as a PERSON! Yoonsung is literally the biggest green flag I’ve ever seen in my entire BL reading life. The way reading this has made me feel things I have never felt before while reading is truly amazing.
NOT TO MENTION THAT THEY DOWNRIGHT MADE L O V E! They didn’t fuck, they didn’t have sex, they deadass MADE LOVE. The amount of love and appreciation I could feel from Yoonsungs perspective is amazing, I felt like I was there in that moment. I hope this isn’t the end and that we get all the closure we need. This story is truly truly a masterpiece and so so beautiful! If you were on the fence about reading this DONT BE! READ IT! You will really not regret it. Thank you to the author for creating such a beautiful piece of art, and thank you to our fantastic uploaders that allow us to partake in this for free! ┗( T﹏T )┛I never want this one to end.
I SWEAR TO GOD this better not end up as a tragedy or anything sad/unaswered cause I WILL DIE. I just want my two boys to be able to be happy together for all of eternity
I have full confidence that Aryka isn’t Yoen (or at least I really hope tf he isn’t that will wreck me). I think Aryka was just a quiet (maybe bullied?) kid who watched/admired/liked Vince from a distance. Although obviously in his most recent dream it makes it seem like him and Vince DID know each other on a somewhat comfortable basis. Vince obviously didn’t give two shits about other people and stopped pretending cause of the whole trust issue thing so WHAT IF Aryka was a kind of friend to YOEN????? (⊙…⊙ ) Cause Yoen at least put up a front in front of other people, enough to where he could have had a surface level friend or two. Ugh who tf knows I’m just dying to see how this turns out!!! I just hope he isn’t actually Yoen （/TДT)/
Legit cried.
IN OTHER NEWS JAEKYUNG BETTA GET HIS STUPID ASS BEAT INTO THE MF DIRT SO DAN CAN RUN OFF N LIVE A HAPPY LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO RESPECTS AND VALUES HIM!!!!!!!!!!
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Look the story is cute and simple I CAN GET BEHIND THAT ALL DAY, but there’s something…missing? I can’t quite put my finger on it, maybe it’s because so far this has turned out quite anticlimactic? I love the characters, the art, etc. but man was I expecting that MC vs. Broker moment to be way more intense. Like dude you spent so long hunting him down and this is what it was? Don’t get me wrong I’m happy my boy is safe and sound and can go back to doing what he was doing, I just wish it was a TOUCH more exciting or even just a little less predictable? I could tell from the first handful of chapters EXACTLY how this was going to turn out and so far every thought/prediction I had has come true!!! It’s a very cutesy non-serious story so far, very easy read. I’m excited to see it all come to a beautiful happy conclusion. Just so conflicted, I want to like the story more than I do but it’s also gotten a touch boring ig. (〜￣△￣)〜
Tbh not a fan of the ML? First of all he isn’t as much of a green flag as you guys are saying. YES he treats him nicely and all that, that’s GOOD, but he also practically forced himself on our precious bean in that bathroom, AND he also did it with him that other time knowing damn well our boy was so wasted he couldn’t even tell who he was, THATS CRAAAAZY and foul.
Secondly, bruh is it just me that doesn’t think he’s that hot??? His face is kinda plain, his design is very simplistic, and bro like DO SOMETHING MORE WITH YOUR HAIR?? I’m a slut for long hair on guys, but man it just doesn’t look attractive here at all. The story is cute I love the plot and the art style makes me cream my pants, but ML is gonna have to spruce himself up a bit and get a bit more of a personality for me to be interested in him. OUR MC THO IS SO CUTE, his outlook on love is hella old fashioned but I’m glad ML is getting our MC out there more lmao.
Don’t come for me for my opinions, and I’m sure I’ll end up loving the ML in the near future, but as of right now he’s gotta work for mine and our MC’s love. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Nooooo （/TДT)/ I didn’t know I had binged all of this so quick! THIS IS SO MF GOOD! I went into this with no knowledge about the storyline and I didn’t even peek at the comments to gauge the like-ability of this story, and let me just tell you, WOW! I am simply blown away! Consider me HOOKED! The art is beautiful, the plot is unique, everything about it makes this story so good! If you haven’t read it yet, DO IT NOW!
If you’re on the fence about reading this JUST READ IT. It is soooo good this shit has me HOOKED. And the part with the lotus seed? I COULD NOT DEAL I LOVE THIS WHOLEHEARTEDLY