
hiiii I need bl recs please where one of the characters (preferably uke) has trauma from being dumped/abandoned by an ex (or the ex says I’m not gay I was just using you) and then refuses to open up again and accept love from ml

Sweet dinner
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sweet_dinner/

I need a bl where uke or seme are middle aged? like you could clearly see the signs of old age and not them being old and still looking like a 20yo lmaoo

This one has a sequel:)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oni_to_tengoku/

I need a bl where uke/sème dies at the end and stays dead like “10 years I loved you the most” I don’t want a happy ending

Short stories but
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ashita_shinu/

So basically.
Yk how the mc asked the ml what ending he wanted and he was like “wait”
So yea the ending he had was to hang the mc and himself in which the mc escaped him also helped him escape but then he figures out mc really was the one and starts becoming obsessed with the mc but at that point the mc had enough, and eventually pushes ml and ml’s head hit the corner of a table and he dies.
The ending was the mc ending up with the red hair dude having nightmares every night but eventually started to doodle the same thing the ml did in his sketchbook and seeing hallucinations of the ml

I saw this one in the comments and now I wanna find it pls it’s a bl btw
“There was one where they had gotten together in highschool or early 20s but they were to scared to take the leap, so they broke it off. Met again when they were both married and wanted to run off together but they thought that it was too late or that they were too old for that, so they cried to each other and went their separate ways.”

hi y’all I need bl recs with the best yearning/angst you’ve read I want my heart crushed

oh wait im scared to recommend this one bc it fuckin broke me https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sleeping_dead/

Not Manhwa but a Movie try watching
Close 2022 here's the link to the movie
https://m.imdb.com/title/tt9660502/?ref_=nv_sr_srsg_3_tt_6_nm_2_in_0_q_Close

I need some bl with an angsty chasing arc it’s even better if there’s a time skip, I don’t mind misunderstandings

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/
( its pretty popular so you might have already read it :()

Okay I looked around some more
this one also has a drama :), I know there is a time skip but the story is mainly about them before that
https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangaphoto/a_shoulder_to_cry_on/
The rest I think had some sort time skip/ chasing arc but it's been a while since I read them :(
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/again_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paid_fujoking/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_bias_appeared/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_love_zone/

How Sweet is a Sugar Daddy
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_sweet_is_a_sugar_daddy/
hiiii I need bl recs please where one of the characters (preferably uke) has trauma from being dumped/abandoned by an ex (or the ex says I’m not gay I was just using you) and then refuses to open up again and accept love from ml
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/will_the_roasted_beans_sprout/ (Tbf none of the ml are even that good but the Uke does have trauma from a past relationship)
ways of parting
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/scammed_and_rammed/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/crossing_the_line_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/renchin/