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I feel like I'm experiencing stagnant and bad luck in life because I read BL too much and can't control myself. Everything that previously easy in life become harder now. My luck is disappearing. Every item I choose will be bad / broken. My food has hair on it. Even the weather seems to hate me as it only rains when I doing laundry. Feel like I'm c......   3 reply
31 12,2024
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Pleasee rec me fanfic about Jayce and Victor from Arcane. I can't with this heartbreak. I need them to be peacefully being soulmate to each other It could be in form of story/novel, arts, or fanmade manga   2 reply
23 12,2024
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Not Luka acting like Sua and Ivan just to psychologically disturb his opponent. But I still love this psycho asshole.   1 reply
26 10,2024
I finished a mini series titled Fellow Travelers. It is a story of gay man who lived in 19's and the challenge for their sexuality. In the last episode one of the main lead confessed his betrayal to the the other guy that resulted the guy will never able have career in government, yet the guy told him that he never resents him for that. He confess ......   reply
20 08,2024

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Gather the wealth, then run away. Ain't no way I swim in that drama just so the protagonist can live happy ever after. If I can't control my freedom and shackled to follow the narrative, I will just enjoy my time until the day I die or banished. Follow the plotline, then live freely when I can control my body.   reply
27 12,2024
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Don't spend your all in academic achievement. It is essential, but not as important as gaining practical experience. And, START INVESTMENT. The sooner, the better.   reply
19 12,2024
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I just had it recently. I went to other city for my examination. Despite having a family there, I didn't go to their house for the night but rent a room in a motel that I book online to focus on my study. My family living there have many toddlers. The motel isn't bad, but isn't good either. The wall kinda moldy and there this sickening smoking smel......   reply
17 11,2024
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Novelupdates. You can find the list of your wished tropes in their forums or discussion. There are also list that made by readers about certain tropes.   reply
20 08,2024

god is TIAN JIA RUI's question ( All 2 )

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How is the setting of your dream?
Mine always gloomy with the dim light. No matter what happened there, either happy or nightmare, it always dark with little vision. Are dreams like this? Or is it just mine
17 11,2024
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I'm a Fujoshi. BG manhwa/novel/movie/drama can't give me interest anymore. I can only enjoy them either if it is BL or zero romance. But now days I find another person of my gender with shorts held my breath. Suddenly my normal breath come to haste and become heavier. Not to the point noticeable, but I can feel it. However one time I try to imagine myself being intimate with my same gender, made me feel sick. Try the porn, I turn pale horrified. As beautiful as they are, I can't put myself in that position. Please understand that I do not mean harm for any community. I just want to find the answer for this phenomena.

Hot guys still make an effect for me. I'm very much attracted to my opposite gender. It just this strange heavy breath.
10 05,2024

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did wanna make my parents proud

Wait, y’all do have parents?

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want to do wanna make my parents proud

All they ever do is talk abt how I'm not good enough so idk if its possible

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want to do wanna make my parents proud

Don't wanna. Not like they ever will be proud of me anyways.

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