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I was worried this will turn out to be this “suffering and abuse just for the sake of it” stories, especially seeing people’s comments on various chapters. But it turned out to be much more complex.

It’s obvious how toxic Jiwoo was, but Eunsung was such a surprise. It seems like he would willingly subject himself to suffering (choosing specifically unavailable red flags), knowing the other person will end up getting attached, and then cut ties the moment they actually start to return his feelings. Which isn’t that rare. The thing is, it seems like the reason he would distance himself wasn’t because he wanted to break free from the toxic partner, no. He did it knowing the other person would crawl back and it will be his turn to make them suffer. It’s so morally perplexing - sure, the other person was shit, toxic partner hurt him unprovoked and they did it first. But it kinda seems like Eunsung entered those relationships to have an upper hand in the end. Like he was also planning to hurt and emotionally torture them from the beginning. You know, like taking a few first punches so he can fight back and have people perceive it as self-defense or revenge. I hope you understand what I mean? Becoming a victim first, so that later his actions are viewed as justified?

(Of course, I can be totally wrong. And in the end, if the other person, such as Jiwoo, wasn’t an asshole in the beginning, he would never be provoked to hurt them too. I hope I don’t come across as victim blaming, it’s just my interpretation of his character.)

It’s a portrayal of deeply troubled people who are frustrating to watch, of course, but they aren’t created to be villains and heroes/main characters. They are both just broken. They are confusing to healthy, less troubled people, but if you think about it, their set up makes sense? Jiwoo - obsessed with the idea of one true lover, a relationship in which people prioritize each other over anything, even their own kid, cause his parents were like that, deeming a romantic love the most important and telling him that if he wants to be happy, he should find a relationship like that. So maybe he tested his lovers to find someone like that - someone who would never abandon him and always prioritize him. And Eunsung whose parents got divorced so you can assume their relationship was hurtful/toxic but they ended up forced to get back together anyway, due to his mother’s illness. We don’t know too much about it, only that he and his brother stayed with their dad. But maybe the reason why he is filled with disgust when he starts to mistreat his lovers and they show him love and care - because he watched his dad take care of his ex-wife in her last days, despite the fact that she “abandoned” them? This one is just a theory tho.

And what I like about this story, is that it’s not romanticized at all. All of the people around them, their friends - they react the way normal people would. They worry, point out the toxic behaviors, sometimes even react to the mistreatment when the person involved doesn’t. The story doesn’t pretend to be a “dark romance” and use that tag to brush over its characters behaviors. It acknowledges that the relationship it portrays is toxic and so, it’s more of a psychological story. As soon as I realized it shouldn’t be perceived as a simple romance, I started to really enjoy it. There are lots of bl stories portraying toxic relationships but most of them pretend it’s “romantic” and the characters and their development completely ignore the way that human mind/relationships actually work Like they are created in some weird alternative reality. (rape victims falling for the perpetrators and such, pretending trauma isn’t a thing, you know what I mean). But this story doesn’t normalize or romanticize it at all, so as a reader you don’t sit there questioning the morality and sanity of the author, you can just sit back and enjoy watching the shit show.

(shit, I didn’t plan to write an essay but I just kept going, sorry lol)

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I usually bookmark the chapters I find especially cute / hot but I would have to bookmark the whole story with this one~~ (=・ω・=) Will just have to reread it one day.

(haven’t gotten to the second couple yet so can’t say whether I will fill the same way about them - stating it just in case it has some abuse and someone calls me out for calling it cute/hot lmao)

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He and his brother look so much alike it’s unsettling to watch him fuck around with some girlie… I get blood relatives but they all look identical, their father too. I only recognize it’s the brother cause of the earring…. And the first time the dad popped up, I realized it wasn’t the ML only after reading the comments… (￣∇￣")

Nahh, no way, is that black-haired child the ML? Damn, why do the MLs in these manhwas always look like pre-puberty boys (and usually act the part) while there’s a MAN right there, next to the FL. I will forever be haunted by the 2nd ml syndrome……

I think this whole friends with an ex bs is my final straw and I will leave it to marinate. It’s like it started raining over a spark that we watched with anticipation and hoped would turn into a flame. Slow burn turned into slow ignition, there’s only some smoke for now （ーー；）

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Yessss, suffer. Let the regret eat you up. Let your cock forever be flaccid, so you can only achieve pleasure while being haunted by the face of an angel you hurt. Get reminded just how badly you fucked up every single day. He still has some pride left but I hope it will crumble soon enough. If I didn’t want to see some happy Dan chapters, I could watch him grovel and sink further and further for the whole season. Redemption arc? Don’t care about that. Everyone deserves to become a better person and change after hitting the rock bottom, but he better do that far away from my boy.(▰˘◡˘▰)

…but damn, I am dying of second hand embarrassment every chapter, for both of them