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In any normal case, I would feel bad for Jihwa but it is clear that he doesn't understand that no matter how long you stay by someone's side that does not mean that they were just going to fall for you. I would feel really bad for him if he didn't take this to the craziest extent of trying to kill Nakyum. If Nakyum dies he is still not going to love him. DAMN THIS STORY IS GOOD.
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Ok so on the topic of the disease we all know that it was just him being gay but they did something to him for it. I think he developed some mental illness or rather now he just doesn't know how to distinguish emotions correctly and is going through a bunch of stuff mentally because of it. Almost as if all of those guys he hurt even though he sleeps with them is due to some internalized homophobia.
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When people tell you the way that you think is wrong or do something along the lines of abuse it can cause so many issues. Internalized homophobia is what I think went on and is still going on with him. Not to mention the fact that so far we have never seen a sign of Seungho having a close relationship with anyone from his family. He has never felt loved and now he can't distinguish it. That also probably why he never noticed Jihwa's feelings.
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True. I can see where he is coming from but with Seungho he seems to be a literal person as well. Jihwa (from what we have seen) hasn't really confessed. He has just been there and expected something to happen. Like maybe he'll notice if I stay but that's just not it. Trust me I have been on both ends and feelings are confusing.
Now i just want to make sure that I am not the only one who remembers like everyone saying that they want Kouichi to get pregnant and hope that it happens...is this gonna turn Mpreg because I didn't forget that and clearly Caius dick is MAGICAL