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I was gonna talk about the fact that I never even put together that Seungho was cleaning him but now I'm gonna talk about how much I wanna kill a bitch for kidnapping Nakyum. Like does dude realize that no matter what Seungho will never love him? He even said that there was no chance that he would ever feel the same way and you still blame Nakyum like he did something when in reality we don't choose who we fall in love with we just fall in love without thinking. He's definitely gonna know it was Jihwa and it anything happens to Nakyum Jihwa is gonna be the first one on his list. Period.
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So I remember reading this originally when it was still being updated and I never finished it because at the time I had forgotten about it and didn't have a real profile yet. I want to reread it but all of the comments are either " I am reading this for the 5th time" or "the uke was a hoe and I hated this"
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No giiiiirl it's so gooooood, please reread it and enjoy because the uke just had a sex buddy for a while and then ended things up with the guy when he got in a relationship with the mc. Also the reason he rejected the mc at first was because he knew him sense they were kids and he's 8 years younger than him but then he noticed that he actually loves him and they became a couple. (also this was my first yaoi so like when I see people talking shit about the uke I get really mad cause they clearly aren't trying to understand his part of the story but I guess everyone have their own opinions ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭) Anywho sorry for talking so much and please tell me if you liked it after rereading it (if you did that is no presure(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ )
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Something we love to see is another character who is in love with the MC but doesn't try to actively break them up. He just wants them to be happy and to support him and that's a different kind of love. The selfless kind. I also love that even without words his mom basically told him to go to the man he was in love with and showed that she still loves him. I came into this story because of all the hype but I stayed for the emotional and character development of two characters that are actually really great people.
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Body language in this is also great to notice. Going from grabbing his wrist to grabbing his hand shows something other then him trying to control Nakyum. He actually told him how he felt and seemed coherent. He just needs to keep with this behavior bc it makes it seem like he is getting better. I love the writing of his jealousy bc although he seems to be a bit more honest with it you can tell her is confused and really wanted to be in the position of being that one person that Nakyum wanted. And Nakyums face when Seungho basically said he wanted him killlled me.
Also is it wrong that part of me thought it's not gay Nakyum has socks on?
The Readers: This is it it's going to be over soon and we are gonna miss it
The Author: Bitch you thought I was done?