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The only thing that's missing is the safe word. Every SM play has to have a safe word and besides the main idea of this fetish is not hurting your partner's body, of course pain is involved but partners always pay attention to not hurt their partners hence the use of the safe word.
All in all is a nice manga. This is the first one I read where it depicts the reality of excrement while having anal or better yet the proper way of cleaning yourself before having anal.
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I am not really minding the lack of safe words because the point of the story is that the Sub depends everything to the Dom. The Dom is in charge of everything and they are not binded in a contract because they are set up as exclusive partners, like dating with a side of BDSM. It's not how most real people do it and mostly only for those who are experienced but this is fiction so the author chose to combine those together.
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But I just had to say that this http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/if_you_hate_me_that_much/uu/if_you_hate_me_that_much-chapter-31/17/ is extremely sexy to me. That hurts a lot but at the same time feels good xD
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I understand Rene well too much because the hardest thing ever is been lied to by the person you least thought was going to do it. When that happens it's hard as hell to trust again in someone and even when people gets close to you you are just full of doubts and distrust.
I feel Rene and I'm afraid of what's going to happen because trust is important and he's been hurt in the past so the last thing he wants is someone to betray him again.
This mangwha touched me deeply. Oh boy.
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Because it didn't hook me and that's weird. XD
Could be because of how pictures are cut or maybe (strongest cause) because of the comments the translator adds on the pages.
Don't know if the person stopped doing that in further chapters but still.
I'll keep reading it later, perhaps. Thanks for translating tho
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I think the creator received a bunch of negative response after uploading the ending that they decided to make an alternative one so people could chill and see she didn't kinda fuck the whole thing up.
In the end I still think that the ending could have been different and use a different card than the usual death card. But that's what I think, I only read what they create.
Thanks for the translation to whoever translated the last chapter!
I'll write this in my mother tongue because this hit me hard and I can't even...
HIJO DE PUTA, NOJODA!!! Que hijo de puta historia para buena la última!! Que arrechera, me pegó durísimo en el corazón. No sé por qué me hacen esto. TnT
Marico, I just read my life in the last chapter, not because of the SM but because of the anxiety of loving someone, the pain we undergo and that fucking feeling when we part from someone and we just wait for them to turn around at least once in order for us to take action because if you don't turn around... you just don't care. This hurt me hard. I need a therapist.