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This really touched my heart. I could relate to Kusunoki as how he wanted to to be known/live for eternity(by being known), but choose not to be and to live in joy with his partner even just for a short while. I'm still thinking if this is the love I'm looking. No- I think this is the love I'm looking. A love where I'll choose that person between my desire to live forever. Although I hope to see his paintings~ ( Nothing seems to satisfy me. I always yearn for more)
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A scene played in my mind where Xiao Shang and the new guy get together then Mi xi comeback. Xiao Shang will choose Mi xi over the new guy, like any typical shoujo lovestory would do. And... I will feel bad for the new guy. I hope this won't turn like that. I want an new twist in this love story. (=・ω・=)
I'm so happy it terrifies me too! For the second time, i was shocked because of the update.
I was shooked too lol