Nikki The Speedwell's Favorite

it's just hurt me every time when these flashbacks show us how the things started and how much they loved each other .... when i think that seju loved her that much and sumin ended it all for just one mistake and also she had to endure all her whims , accepted all of this twisted out of love relationship for a whole fu**ing 10 years just to be by her side , ..just WHO ON EARTH can endure all of this .. and yet after all this years she can't move on and still love her more than ever ??!!.. she literately gave her her all .. sumin will never find someone who can love and sacrifice for her that much .. so why it has to end like this ?? this is unbearably painful it made my cry sometimes on how the things ended up .. sumin had more than she ever needed , she had love , money , position and yet she couldn't be happy .in my opinion she is just so greedy , cold hearted and sex manic person who doesn't deserve to be loved.. .