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Okay, so I saw a lot of people hating on Huilin. I do understand that her behaviors are toxic, yes, but her "toxicity" is not meant to do harm. Let me explain. Huilin trying to ruin Sulhwas and Jahees relationship is a bad thing but In my opinion, is mainly Jahees fault. And why? Well, Jahee even after their break up kept contact with her cuz she needed a fuck body and kinda gave her hope that she still loves her. In my opinion, Huilin is trying to ruin Sulhwas and Jahees relationship because she knows she has a chance of getting Jahee back. She knows that Jahee still likes her and that's why she is doing what she's doing. If Jahee simply said NO or somehow gave Huilin a sigh that she doesn't like her anymore Huilin wouldn't be doing what she's doing now. (I hope you know what I mean). I'm not saying Huilin is sane but her wanting the best for Jahee and doing all of those toxic things (like that thing with Heejung) were good intentions but were done in a bad way. But the main problem with all of these "toxic" situations was (yes you guessed right) communication. Jahee even after finding out about the whole Heejung thing never talked things out with Huilin she just got angry (yes that is understandable) and left. The reason why I wrote this is not to justify (even though I did) Huilins actions but to tell you that Huilin is not a bad person and that the whole problem with their relationship was communication.
Agree agree
Couldn't had said it any better
tru tho :((
Okay, I'm sorry but who´s writing this? I'm going to sound extremely biased but Huilin raping Jahee seems pretty out of character in my opinion. Yes, she is pretty obsessed with Jahee but raping her? Nah. I read both Lilith and (I'm reading Lilith 2) I'm sorry but Huilin was always a calm and composed person. Nothing really indicated that she would be well, a RAPIST? She was always confident in getting Jahee back and even now she was pretty calm (well not now but like in chapters 57-58) and suddenly she's raping her and acting all crazy. Yes, you can defend her actions by "she lost it cuz she's desperate and stuff" but that still doesn't change the fact that it is out of character. At least in my opinion. I feel like the writer needs to put Jahee and Sulhwa together by making Huilin look crazy. (Before you come at me I think that Sulhwa and Jahee should be together I just don't like that for that to happen the writer makes Huilin look like a psychopath).
As a writer, I hate to say it, but whatever I have my characters do is in character and for a reason. While I understand you're upset, if you look at it from a story and personality standpoint it is in perfect keeping with her character. She abused her position to get Jae Hee her job, she abused her position to screw over that other student, she abused her position to make Jae Hee in charge of the scholarships so she could spend more time with her. She even says Jae Hee always came back to her before so why wouldn't she now? Rape is about power and when someone who always had the power feels it slipping away the next and most desperate step is to grab it back in any way possible. Sorry, it is very much in character with Huilin.
I see. Your right but I still feel weird about Huilin acting the way she's acting. I understand that she is probably desperate cuz she knows Jahee is slipping out of her grasp but raping is something that I would never think she would do. She did abuse her power yes but she never meant harm unlike now that she's clearly raping her. She wanted to spend time with her and to give Jahee want she wanted. What I'm trying to say is that yes she did bad things but she never meant harm (at least to Jahee) but now she's straight-up raping her.
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Like I said...when you get used to something always being the case and then it suddenly isn't anymore and all the things you used to use to get your way stop working reason flies out the window. Huilin wasn't worried since Jae Hee had always come back before and Huilin was sure she would this time, too. She played her game of getting Jae Hee onto the scholarship committee to ensure Jae Hee would be around her all the time, thus stoking Suhlwa's jealousy. She sent the dress to Suhlwa's house expressly to cause problems, assuming Jae Hee would run away or Suhlwa would break up with her. She'd done these things before and Jae Hee had always come back. This time she didn't and panic set in so, in her mind, this was the next step. If she won't come of her own will she'll be made to come back. It is, unfortunately, entirely in character.