crap i gotta admit her initial death didn't hit me that hard
but that last dream of her hit me hard
this is heartbreaking
i'm sorry for ever doubting you ryan
yes i still think you could have dealt with some things better but heck
im sorry
im sorry to you too christoph
still kinda mad that you caused so much heartbreak but
im just very sad and confused rn
im not surprised but im still very sad. very very sad.
FUCKING HELL I KNEW IT
IS HE MAKING CHRISTOPH DO THE STUFF
IS THAT WHY HE WAS SO AFRAID
OH MY GOD
never have i hated something so much but wanted it so badly
FUCKING MARI SHUT UP