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What she did to Metatron was bad. There’s no denying that, even if she said she was trying to save his “life”.
However, she had other reasons for doing it too. Remember, her sperm donor was going to toss her out like trash, and she created the weapons to please him and help win the war. To her, making Metatron into a soul weapon killed two birds with one stone: he continues to exist and she gets to live another day.
I’m not saying she’s in the right or a good person; just trying to bring her original perspective back into play. She lived in a terrible, toxic environment where she had no control over anything. Making weapons was the only thing she was probably even allowed to do.