And a glimpse of Daisuke and Haruka's life ^^
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/first_love_yuuki_hinase/
I read over everything again... and I just realized why he's been crying on the last chapter.
God I feel so bad for Hozumi ><
(spoiler)
If you remember the previous chapters, his mother who left them for her lover came into the picture.
Imo, it seems that Hozumi's traumas root far back to witnessing his mother leave him for good, which in turn resulted to affecting his growth and lack of care from his father. He's been trying his best to be okay and prove himself now and his father drops him a 'you and your mother are really cut out from the same cloth'.
It was obv that he's not held any good feelings for his mother after he watched her leave. But he realized that just like his mother, he too abandoned everything else just to be with Yamato and it's making him conflicted inside, thus why he could only cry about it in the recent chapters...
Now I think he believes that this is what his father is referring to- but the difference is, Yamato is a good influence on him and Hozumi isn't doing anything wrong by doing his best so they can stay together T T i hope he could talk to Yamato about it and that he wouldn't feel bad about wanting to be with Yamato the way he does :< PLEASE BE HAPPY HUHUHU
Exactly why I hope that he could bring it up to Yamato when he feels comfortable ;; it's completely different and he obv doesn't see it T T
I just wish that even if it wasn't Yamato- maybe even Miki- could help give him a better perspective.
The way he asked Furuya about what he thought when he saw his mother was more than enough a hint to say that he felt like he his actions were a reflection to his mother's... I feel like this is going to weigh in on him the more he doesn't bring it up...
But then again if he only needs a good cry for now and comfort from Yamato, then that's more than enough T ^ T
Pecsssssssssss PECS EVERYWHERE