
Just some more chapters of pain *comforting myself then I remember the reality is the same like this...
They both make me want to have someone in my life. They are a reminder that every day is not going to be sunshine n rainbows... But they make me want to try.... Maybe life just might get little easier or idk worth looking forward to..

"All you need to do is ask" Like I never thought this single sentence would ever sound so fking romantic to me.... I never gave a second thought about how powerful it is.... Just think someone is willing to do so much for you.. You just have to say the word.. They won't go against your whatever you want... It can be unhinged in many ways still romantic af idk man how to explain
Everyone seems so used to fucked up toxic semes that they just can't digest the plot where seme isn't a red flag towards uke
We all have trust issues and are just waiting for something to go wrong with the characters
Nah just the pacing is super off like the story is progressing way too fast
We are traumatized
Even I feel like author is just gonna pull the cliche move and fk up all the characters for angst trope