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they mentioned it at the end of a chapter that this story is orginal

so there isnt a novel

Wow. It's kinda amazing

Yeah... Its meant to be dark. People will be mad when in a couple of chapters it gets dark...er

People loves seme being toxic af when the setting of the storyline isn't even grey but when the storyline is full of mafia n bs they expect lovely dates and healthy relationships. Like girl we aren't getting that here n even if we did it's gonna be long ass road to redemption n recovery. When the characters finally starts to accept their own selves and feelings that's when the process begins. It's a long journey from there. I wish readers would understand just cuz they are fictional characters doesn't mean they'll get happy ending just like that. Sry for rambling man It's just there are so many toxic ass semes n stories people put high on their fav lists but when it comes to stories like this they become moral police.

Hahaha for some reason your comment made me laugh! You are so right, I've said it before in someone else's comment how many semes in mafia stories kidnap, beat, and rpe the victim... OH BUT after the redemption or even before that the victim still manages to fall in love? Like wtf.
But even in non mafia ones, the same thing happens or rpe just happens more often. Jin ALREADY loves Matthew and vice versa.


Have you read chapter 51? I don't want to spoil something if you haven't. If you need a link, I have one.

Ohmygod I just read it my heart is in pieces like I knew that's what was gonna happen but gosh next chapters are going to kill us

Spoiler for those who havent read:












The way Matthew knew he fucked up! T^T He felt so bad! You can just tell by the look on his face said it all. He even said he doesn't blame Jin if he decides to not forgive him. T^T
He's so scared he will get abandoned for sure, the least thing he wanted to do was scare him away. And previously in the first or second episode of this season when Matthew was wanting to have sex with him, I guess it's just a mechanism he uses to hope that he won't be abandoned. The man needs therapy, forcing someone isn't the way, that will only push them away more.

I feel like he has anxious attachment style, which could lead to clinginess for that fear of abandonment.
Poor guy.
And poor Jin is just broken in his own way too and has an avoidant attachment style where he doesn't deal with his feelings because he's learned it's easier that way to just keep to himself and not open up. Seriously. Two peas in a pod.

My past relationship 5 years ago was like this, I too thought sex was the only way I could keep them with me, obviously I never forced them. But yeah... They had avoidant and never shared their struggles with me, which made me more clingy.

Somehow along the line we lose that emotional connection or in the rush we never make it. It takes quite a while to understand just what is missing in our relationship. We are looking for the answers of the question we don't even know thus making everything more complicated.

It's very true. Many victims of abuse confuse sex with love like myself from a young age and are just trying to find that you see in books and movies.
I hope you have healthy relationships in your life.

This is one of the many other things that have made me disconnected from the people I was seeing. I never wanted to take things too fast cuz I was afraid like once It happens there would be nothing left for us. That's what I was made believed and honestly no men proved me wrong either. So ig since covid I have been by myself.