Thengakola's Things

so like . we been having issues and stuff. maybe ill elucidate another day but like i found a picture of a girl he used to like and like he had asked her out and stuff(she said no) and like they're still friends .(she has seen him like 3 times this year while im at 0) anyways she's literally a goddamn goddess . she's popular . she's smart etc. meanwhile me dude. oh lord i cannot describe how UGLAY i feel when i see her. im slightly not normal(dont wanna classify myself since no diagnosis except depression and anxiety have been made by a professional) but yea to give u a hint. im tall 5'8. i have short hair that i keep in line myself because im averse to barber shop experiences(i dont enjoy the process and its expensive )(we can afford it but i dont want it ig) anyways to
give u a clearer picture of me. i literally get mistaken for a man if i show upto school in PE clothes. if i wear a labcoat? then its over(i know this because a guy has accidentally thrown his arm and stuff over my shoulder thinking i was a dude). im not exactly thin. im not obese. i wear glasses(the other girl doesnt) even her name is prettier than mine. she's short cute and has good fashion sense while i dress up in jackets most of the time. i do not own any feminine tops as i dont really look nice in them(i buy them but i cant bring myself to wear them in public due to how fucking ugly i look) and i dunno man. IM COOKED for this man. like no other man fr comparing to him for me and i dunno it just hurts that im so ugly.
tips appreciated

so me and this guy have started dating. he's got me head over heels for him. only issue is he lives in a coaching centre. he can only call me like 3 times a week max. and i might see him like once or twice a year if im lucky but i said yes without considering shit. anyway for me to like lessen the pain of separation clutching at my chest????
share ur exps with long distance too. that would help me alot

So i have had a crush on a guy since last year of school. Guy is so talented at art and quite literally the most popular guy in my grade and I KNOW I GOT NO CHANCE OK GUYS . i aint popular or really pretty. But ive liked him for a year and i want to get over him and i feel like shit...

so tips to either get over him or get with him are welcome