I dont remember much, but it is about 2 boys, one of them can sort of talk to the devil or has illusions , and has short black hair while the other is blonde, they are friends sort of but other guys bully them and call them the f slur. I dont remember much but i think the mc can control rats or smt to do with it, there is also a big guy with maybe a bear mask. So the friend of the mc does something i dont remember what and now he is running away from the mc who used to be a scrawny boy but now started working out and is looking for him. And it is bl at some point but it is sort of like killing stalking where it doesnt end good. It bugs me how i cant remember anything but know it exists.
did write a book
