
And, instead of getting frustrated at the misunderstandings, I am laughing my ass off coz it's so damn childish! All of the issues could be resolved if they communicated. It's given me shocking goosebumps at the idea of meeting people this closed up and imaginative that they jump to a web of ideas instead of girding one's loins and talk as adults. Ridiculous

At least Miho said what I've been thinking. He thought Hiroya meant the kiss(es) as a joke. Why wouldn't he? Fuck, dude never even said why he keeps kissing Miho. I just hate the fact that it feels like a one-way train. Hiroya does all this shit and brushes it off with an apology and it's Miho who apologizes for not understanding him?
"I didn't get what it meant. I thought you were making fun of me. No, that's what I wanted to think but I refused to listen."
Listen to what? Hiroya never even explained himself. Seriously, I'm only staying for Miho at this point. Again, Hiroya has it easy. Stuff presents itself to him on a silver platter. Instead of explaining why he keeps on pushing Miho, he decides to leave and stay at a hotel?
Am I crazy? Am I the only one seeing how much bullshit this is???? Did I miss him being vocal about why he keeps on wanting to stay by Miho's side???? Please tell me the chapter where we actually see him blatantly telling Miho, the socially awkward of the two, about his feelings. Or is Miho, the one not keen on social cues, supposed to magically know why his very straight friend keeps on crossing boundaries??????

Uuuuuh....honestly, personally, nope. I can forgive a lot of things but lack of resolution in terms of character direction is a waste of time. I mean, shitty stuff happening coz of certain characters. Whatever issue they were involved in lacked any solid resolution. There's just no sense of catharsis in this novel.
Just my personal opinion. Read if you got time I guess

I want the knight to die so he can regret it hahaha sorry I'm jumping the gun here

I mean I hate enemy to lovers when framed in this way because it makes zero sense how any love would develop realistically. One can’t be captured, assaulted, abused, and threatened and fall in love with a clearly sadistic psychopath because it’s “cute” it just takes you completely out of the “story”
Update where??? (눈‸눈)