I don’t forget that the first EP itself starts with rape, and confinement. The WHOLE flashback is well written from Heeseo’s point of view which I feel his pain and his hunger of affection that he truly wants from Tae-kyung.
In my opinion, Heeseo is really broken mentally, he needs a strongly goal to hold on. It’s really sad when you are just a kid and no one was there to protect you, especially an adult! I quite understand what it feels like to be all alone as a ‘kid.’ So, I quickly grew up and became an adult one and have protected myself from others, this is what I learnt from this shitty life. I don’t agree what Heeseo does is right, but no one is doing ‘right’ with Heeseo either.
Well, I just enjoy this ride and I wanna know how it ends.
I couldn't have said it better myself!
"I don’t agree what Heeseo does is right, but no one is doing ‘right’ with Heeseo either."
-Perfectly worded. This just summarizes how I can't seem to hate Hee seo. And why I feel anger towards Taekyung.
Nathan is so hot here when topping! Andrew is also really cute and sexy bottoming! I don’t discriminate or stereotype roles in bed. When it comes to pleasure and happiness, just goes for it!
Hae-su is my number one top so far. When you have someone who loves you as the way you are, you can be open and show your weakness/ fragile side of yourself, and that person is still be there for you, then hug you tightly which he tries to express his love and assures you that everything will be okay . That’s love, it truly is.
Hae-su is a big loveable puppy, so devoted
I was so shocked after reading creator’s notes. I once was in a toxic relationship with my ex who was manipulative, I understood how sensitive I was on tiniest thing of my ex’s words and actions. I didn’t realised how toxic it was until I walked away on my own without jumping in a new relationship. Because I was emotionally and mentally breakdown completely, it took some times to recover and regain my self-esteem.
Well, it is creator’s preference, if we put it as an ‘entertainment’ thing on fiction, no hard feelings. But in reality is a worst nightmare which no one deserves it.
So, if we wanna keep reading, we should mentally prepare to read this kind of stuffs.
When we talk about romantic relationship, people won’t choose a lover because that person is a good person but we love that person. Is that right?
I quite understand Jooin at this point. Although in the past, Jooin and Yahwi didn’t define their relationship as a lover, they were like fuck buddy. But Jooin loves him, and felt anxious/ insecure at the same time. Jooin needed Yahwi’s affection and attention, and always doubted Yahwi’s actions and sincerity. I would say Jooin was quite a coward when he ran away from Yahwi and Cain. Anyway, it is a good choice as well that Jooin walked away from toxic relationship which he kept doubting his self-worth.
About Cain, I know he is a good person, and a better option than Yahwi, but Cain didn’t talk about himself and Jooin knows nothing about Cain either. What do you think if someone just pops up in your life and tell you that you and that person were together in the past life? That’s quite creepy and sounds nonsense to me.
The important thing is Jooin loves Yahwi, so he decided to walking back to Yahwi when seeing Yahwi cried. In my opinion, this is a true story for me. People are in love, then break-up and return back again.
The point is just doing what you wanna do, being with the person who you love, even if you will break up at the end. Well, we still had some good time together, it is better than regret it after.
Once in your life time, you loved that person, then got hurt, after that you healed and moved on. But you will not regret it after, because you truly know that you tried your very best in that relationship.
So, let it be.
Bada, please keep your words! This hot and spicy scenes should not be a one-time thing. He needs more, you needs me and we need more!!!
Van is hot af!!!! Next chapter will get hotter and hotter. I can’t wait any longer!!!!
I cannot tolerate anymore. Showeeeeeeeeeeeeer, please.